(verse 1)
Dear God,
saying goodbye is never easy,
and I know this isn't wat's meant to be,
but ur alway's in my heart believe me,
and pain is wat's left for me,
I knew right from wrong,
and yet I still chose wrong,
now my day's are cold, my night's are long,
cuz' u have gone,
I walked away though I knew the truth,
but I not only walked away from u,
I walked away from the few who knew,
who I was, yea it's them I walked away from to,
I know I'll end up livin' to regret it,
I wish I could be forgiving to forget it,
but it's too late for that I'll soon be livin' with depression,
but b4 I pull the trigger I'll call them to say goodbye,
I'll pray to u one last time with pain in my shaded eye's
(Chours)
cuz' as dayz go by, I find myself fighting this pain inside
I'm at my wrist wit a knife, ready to slit and take my life
like Pac meet me at the cementary dressed in black
I'll be the one in the casket, layed to rest in ash
so shed no tear's at my tombstone
as I dead those fear's of my doomed soul
(Verse 2)
Dear Jesus,
Have mercy on my soul
cuz' I'm cold and lost
and it hurt's me just ta know
that my soul's at cost
I knew wat would happen if I walked away
yet I still just up and left
I walked right into a trap, please stop the pain
I'm not done yet, not enough's been said
I could never say all I've got ta say
u should know how tough it's been
so just hear me out I've got alot ta say
it ain't even close to over it just began
call me the prodical child, call me the lonely forgotten one
I feel like I gotta go cry yo,
as I talk to the one and only begotten Son
y'd I turn my back when u shed tear's of blood?
was it because I feared ur love
(chours)
(Verse 3)
Dear Holy Gost,
I know ur a little mad at me right now
but could u still please hold me close
though I can't see u I still feel ur presence
and I know ur greived cuz' I left Him
and it's too late to ask for forgiveness
it's too late to go home to God
I hate the way that I'm livin'
I'm so alone I'm lost
as my feeling's leak through this pen
all I could do is speak of this sin
useing this song to fight the weakness within
I wanna say I'm sorry but I'm really scared
I just hope that no matter wat happen's u'll still be there
to take away the pain of yesterday
now that's there's nothing left ta say
just let me say
to the Father, the Son, and the Holy Gost
(chours)