i keep tryna make it in this game tryna make myself a name
not for me but more for my family my mothers had it hard from start yeh day one
iam her only son she used to say i was her backbone
are the hard times gone i dont thinkso what you think though
coz its been good for a while, part form getting fired
and put on bail or stupidest shit to ever fail in the system
but ill make it through like it always takes the two
like i always do, im just tryna fufill my dream
but its seams dreams hardly ever steams
like your always left let down at the end
the only thing down will be my frown at the end
if i dont make it and im sent a packing
coz im packing the rapping in but to me that aint a happning thing
coz you cant blame me
Chorus
you cant blame me for tryna be what i want to be
you cant blame me for tryna see what i want to see
you cant blame me for tryna have a better life
you cant blame me for nothing man you aint got the right
Verse 2
i think back man, to the day when everything changed
i was only bout 9 so everyhting was deranged a stranged
now there was no male figure not even ma father go figure
yeh i seen him, im not saying he wasnt there
but can you be there and still not care..yeh
i remember the sundays waiting for him to pick me up
1 2 3 4 to 7 hours he dont give a fuck
and he never did since i was born
n that was proved when he got another son
now thats done, for ever getting told im lazy
coz they dont see this musical section in me
so imma try do that n imma be my own man
and stand above the rest above the glove or vest
id love to nest but right now im just hoping im blessed
to make it in this game, who'd a guessed it
Verse 3
i think about my life and a think about it good
i think about the times and maybe when a should have gave more
now i dont beileive in destiny or fate but of late i been thinking
that this cant be chance that im in this exact spot
looking at what not to do what thought to put through
is it possible this was ment for me i dont thinkso
but imma wait and see and imma do what makes me happy
am i never ever stop imma keep on goin forever ever top
if my expirence has learnt me shit its never give up when you take a hard hit
and when it gets so hard you wanne break down and cry
you got to stay strong and ive did it for far to long
so i got to let it out, the think im fine coz i dont say nothing
but thats when its at its hardest point what should i say
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