sumthin' i wrote

[-[Zach]-]

this is sumthin' i wrote last night

"God, it's me Zach
I pray every night, but you never reach back
I don't want my death to be the only time that we chat
I got faith you can believe that
But I need that
Positive proof
That I'm talkin' to you
I think the Devil is creepin' up inside of me
Denyin' me
Happiness
Life can't be this
Disappointing
This pain is annoying
No matter where I go
It feels like a chain is around my throat
I don't know who I should believe and trust
But I know if I believe in you, you will believe in us
I think my life is needin' love
But my heart feels so beaten up
You keep givin' me pain, when is it going to be enough
In my life, I've already seen enough
It makes me feel like my life is cursed
Everytime I pray, I start cryin' first
Lookin' back at my past brings more pain and anger
It feels like people in my own family are strangers
Is this what life is supposed to be like?
Then please, take me God."

sum feed back plz.