don't even know what i wrote lol i'm half asleep..i'm out now so i just wrote this..don't hate
no matter what i do what i say things just never seem to change
it all remains the same turning from bad to to worse feels strange
feel deranged like things will never go back to how they used to be
and life is a bitch don't you agree like commitin' a crime payin' a fee
nothing in life is free why life gotta be this way why is it so damn hard
nothing comes easy it's like i'm scarred feelin' like a complete retard
i'm here at midnight blowing up the ink of my pen on a mother's day card
i'm counting up to ten cuz i'm bored out my mind finishing off on this 4th bar