I cant believe you sometimes,
I never knew I could hate someone so much,
But extremely love them at the same time,
Baby- you were all mine,
We were together for almost 2 years,
Which brings me even more tears,
I blame myself,
If I was awake lastnite when you called,
We could be goofing around right now havin a ball,
I'm sorry I wasnt there,
To answer the phone,
I could tell what was goin on by your tone,
I cant believe you left that message on my voicemail,
After I heard it I had so many things going threw my mind,
I cant believe all this led to suicide,
I loved you cant you understand,
You were my man,
I was never gonna let you go,
But i hope you are betta now,
And I love you,
You were my boyfriend/bestfriend.