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[> Evil _ MoNkEy <]

Trust me, it'd hurt alot more if you knew him in real life....

ya.... i know.... but, it hurts a lot becus of wat it could have been... wat it should have been..... and it still hurts.... i mean, love is love no matter how far away......... i wanted to be with him more than anything ive wanted in the whole world...... and i supose if it feels like im gonna die now, it probly would feel a lot worse had we actually met...... i donno.... i just wish he would have told me. i would give anything.... everything, just to have him back i still love him.... and i cant stop.

[Infliction]

monkey, you need to cheer up! that was a really good poem, ur right it wasnt "nice" it was dark, but it was really really good i enjoyed it. Ur gonna be okay, its tough breaking up with someone you love but everything will be fine.. I've loved 2 girls..one I broke up with like 9 tiems and got back together till it finally ended (Which was good cuz she was an emo skank who cut herself and lied ) and the other im dating right now (Not emo, girl of my dreams )..I know how much it hurts to lose someone you loved.. and i dont think it makes all that much of a difference whehter you've met them or not.. although ive never loved a girl i didnt meet, i think love is love no matter what, but theres so many other guys out there for you and i'm sure you'll find a great one keep writing poems i enjoy reading them.

[> Evil _ MoNkEy <]

ya... thanks plaspp.....


and ya sarah, i know... but.... its like, he didnt talk to me or answer my emails for 2 and a half weeks, so i got fed up and wrote him one saying goodbye, but ive tried talkin to him since, but he wont talk to me.... he hates me... and i dont know why... i dont know wat i did. i regret sayin goodbye, cus im afarid its for good... and i mean, i just miss him... i mean, id be happy if we could still be friends, u know... but i blew it, and i feel like im gonna die. he hurt me tho.... so bad.... and i didnt know wat else to do but say goodbye, cus eveyone was tellin me if he hasnt talked to me, i was dumped or he found someone else, or he just lost interest.... i donno wat to ndo..... i just want him. i want things the ay they were. i love him still.....

[> Evil _ MoNkEy <]

You'd think he could of spent at least 5 minutes to return at least 1 email. To me thats a guy thats slack and suddenly just lost interest in the whole love thing and was too afraid (even on the net) to tell you. You don't deserve a guy like that Anna, trust me . He hurt you and I still understand that you love him, but you really don't deserve someone who has hurt you. If they hurt you once there's always more of a chance they'll hurt you again..

ya.... i know.... and thats wat i asked him... y couldnt he take 5 minits... thats all i asked for, u know.... and i love him so much, and i just want him back.... just want him to talk to me.... i cant find anyone else, cus it still feels like im cheating, still feels like im betraying him

[> Evil _ MoNkEy <]

:( Awwwwww . You'll get over it hun, don't worry. It's so sad to see you depressed like this

no i wont.... and its ok... dont worry, its not sad... its life......... the world will be fine without me