SaJJad The Heist - Big Bro

[Xray]

LOF

It took me months to finally contribute a song to my older brother that passed away. This is me being pretty deep, so check it out and let me know what you guys think.

Words can't describe how much I miss you
Ever since you died I been a lit fuse
Going crazy when I see my mother cry
I wish I can give her another life
And you gifted my mic when you passed away
I must of missed the flight cause we parted ways
I remember you smiled on the hardest days
And when I die, I wanna be the closest grave
And until this day we can share my plate
I know you still watch me and share my pain
Looking at your pictures takes my breath
Booking my visit and I'll fake my death
Tried to write this song for a couple of months
Cause I'm sick of seeing what trouble does
And I'm sick of being that troubled son
And I can't leave him cause he was the humble one

So Big Bro don't you ever leave us
Big Bro don't you ever leave us
So Big Bro don't you ever leave us
we need you to reach us, we need your metres

You should see how much people cried for you
You should see how much people will die for you
You should see what your death must of tasted like
It's like venom in my mouth when the days go by
And I visit your grave when I hated my life
And it feels so good and it makes things right
Lost heart that day, I got scarred that way
And I'm sick of playing games when disaster plays
You wanted me to quit drugs, and so I did
And I feel like my soul can finally live
And since you left everyday's been a dream
Every place is a scene that reminds me of you
All the things we can do, wish your timelife grew
And I always hear your steps behind my shoes
And I'm going crazy trying to find the truth
And if I ever get a son I'll name him after you

So Big Bro don't you ever leave us
Big Bro don't you ever leave us
So Big Bro don't you ever leave us
we need you to reach us, we need your metres

See what these lies can do, but we don't believe em
I'll find the dudes and I'll bury beneath em
It's a heavy proceeding but everybody is leaving
How the fuck can we be even if we need him
And when you went missing we looked everywhere
We all loaded pressure, we were very scared
We took every step just to find you alive
I was shocked you're dead so I cried every night
I was lost in the crane trying to hold my pressure
And now it's locked in my brain tryna relocate ya
What happen in your last days, no one will know it
And I pray to your grave that someone still owes it
I wanna be the one that takes your revenge
I wanna be the one that chases their end
And I feel like a tent just crawled into place
And I felt like your son cause you showed me the way

So Big Bro don't you ever leave us
Big Bro don't you ever leave us
So Big Bro don't you ever leave us
we need you to reach us, we need your metres

[Sam.]

Damn bro! I feel ya on this one. At this point if I talk about small technical things that wont matter because you know what you’ve done with this.

Believe me man; it’s hard to even talk about things like this. There’s always a struggle in the mind when you want to pen down your thoughts. You wanna give your best words; the best lines….that’s really difficult. Props on handling this well.

I loved the story telling element that you did. Including the people that were affected by this loss made this more emotional and serves justice to them as the same time. I might go far and say that most of the lines were really poetic and believe me a poetic approach to subject matters like this always pays off.

I really liked this piece bro, especially these lines were really dope.

I remember you smiled on the hardest days
And when I die, I wanna be the closest grave
And until this day we can share my plate

And I always hear your steps behind my shoes

[BigBoss]

dude i loved it..


what was the " we need your metres" part's about though?