i always write letters to you you know..and i dont even remember how much i wrote but never could send...if you see me now from somewhere read it pls..
i cant believe it sometimes..almost 10 years....how big and long times..my childhood my teenaghood..you missed all them...maybe you are always with me you always see me..you always kiss me every night when im sleepin...
but me???
i havent hugged you for years...you know what it means?
i havent kissed you..havent slept with you..havent talked you..havent hold your hand..havent show to ppl as "thats my handsome dad".... for years....
all i can say i miss you so much ....i have been missing you since u left me....
all the seconds all the moments all the days the months...without you... i cant stand it sometimes..i feel like killin myself and reach you...got you again and never let you to leave me again...
you know i love you more then anything in my life... it was always like that..i miss ya so much...i miss ya soooooo much..sooo much
i hope you are ok..i hop you still love me too.. i hope im still your lil baby...i hope you are wating for me...never give up....im gonna be with you....
maybe now maybe later but i will be....
i love you..
you are still my handsome daddy...
happy fathers day.....
your pretty bby
sinem......