a girl I once beheld

by **polluted** » Jul 25th, '06, 04:49

(this isn't a real story, I mean I never met her in the tube n never took her to park corner. Anyways, I real felt lonely n fucked up cuz I was alone n my baby was far from me. She came over to see me day ago n now im happy as fuck n some story poured outta me. Though my girl never left me....lol...this stroy has a sad endin)

Life was gettin me down n i felt very lonely
Was thinkin bout quittin n drownin my sorrow
One day i incidentally met her in the tube
I felt a sudden lift, in fact my strength seemed cubed
Wut ur name i asked her bluntly, smilin stupid as a chump
She seemed embarrassed, then smiled n got it, I was as shy as the Forest Gump
She never tried to escape me, in fact she came closer n started a talk
Idk why but my restraint disappeared n I invited her for a little walk
In the park where I used to sit a lot on a bench in the remote corner
:::pronounced with down voice:::
In a flush of apathy when I felt fucked up as a mourner
Now it was i different story, her voice like relieved all my worries
Park corner no more looked that appaulin, cuz she was there, where i took er strollin
She said her name was Julia n she came study from France
I waznt makin sense outta er words, i was delirious wid er, almost in trance
All i could see iz er beatiful face and er sweet lips voicin fun and sad stories
She had me mesmerized, my limbs were paralyzed she was a gorgeous glory
It was the best day in my life, I wanted her to be my wife n I asked so
She was never taken aback, smiled a little, i saw a tear she shed,
She said she gotta think about it, took my phone# n apologized for havin to go
More sadness to the flow, she never called back, n I was kickin myself for not askin where she lived
The day I met her will always stay most precious for me, givin some strength to believe
Hopin she might turn up I come n sit the whole day in that same park
It's been 3 years since she perished, her image in my head is still clear n will always be cherished

pls don't judge in terms of rhymes cuz it might be corny sometimes, cuz i wasn't tendin to steer wif da rhymes, simply was pourin my thoughts n feeling out....

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