i never said you had to fall in love with me,
i thought it would be just a fling,
i didnt know you cared for me,
i found out for the first time when i found your suicide letter,
you said you loved me,
i wish youy woulda told me sonner,
at the time i thought of you only as a friend,
but now we'll never know what it coulda been,
i wish you didnt do what you did,
i want you back,
you were my bestfriend,
ya never know,
we could have had sumthing,
tha chemistry could have been there,
doing what you did,
ya- good way of showing me you cared,
there hasnt been a day that you havent gone through my mind,
damn its sure been hell without you man,
like i said ... ,
you were my bestfriend!