A Tragic Ending (Part 2)

[Inzanity]

(pre-course)
I put the ink to the page,
tryin ta capture the rage,
of the pain thats engraved,
like Proof's name on the grave,
Embeded on my soul,
it's never easy lettin' go,
Everytime I think of u,
I feel that old familier pain,
creeping in, as the past comes back again,

(Verse 1)
I woke that mourning to unexpected news,
how was I to know how badly it was effecting u,
I knew u had an addiction but
I didn't think it would lead 2 the death of u,
I remember that phone call
like it was just this mourning,
I remember the stress that stormed in,
after I heard the words that came from
her mouth and how it mourned me,
Just the thought of never seein' u
walk through that door again,
It brought a pain that could never be mended,
now I'm here tellin' the story of a life
that was tragicly ended,
I looked at ur son the other day
and all I could see was ur reflection
he's growin' so quickly into pure perfection
of ur image, I look in his eye's and I see u in him
I just hope he dosen't walk down
the same path that u once set foot on
I don't wanna see him take on
the same burdens u once had took on
he's 4 now and he'll be starting
kindergarden next year
it's hard to believe he was only
a few months old when u left here

(pre-course)

(Course)
I didn't hear the police knockin' on the door
I was sound asleep
so they just went to my aunts house
ain't it strange how in times like these
the pain gets grounded deep
in your soul, and ur feeling kinda weak
and u just wanna fall down to ur knees
but u know that u gotta be strong in order to find defeat
over the pain thats been grinded deep

(Verse 2)
It's was early spring 2003,
I woke up to a telephone ring
"Hello", "Christina?", "Yea who's this",
"It's your auntie Osie",
"Aunti why are u crying?", "uncle Lennys dead",
"No tell me it's a joke please"
"I wish it was but it's true not too long ago
the police knocked on my door"
and after she said that,
thats when the phone dropped to the floor
I looked at his son then I looked to the sky, with teary eyes
for some reason I felt this overwhelming fear inside
the baby started to cry as if he knew something was wrong
or as if he knew his father was gone,
I thought dam this kid just lost his mom
and now his father too and he's only 3 months old,
How can this world be so cold
I pulled myself together, wiped the tears,
and put the phone back to my ear
"Auntie hold on I'm gonna wake up my dad"
I put the phone back down and ran upstairs
"dad wake up aunti Osie's on the phone,
she said the police found uncle Lenny dead in his home"
I handed my father the phone, then I grabbed the baby
and cuddled him in my arms, he was only 3 months
I told myself "for this baby, u gotta be tough" and thats why

(pre-course)

(Course)

(verse 3)
it's been a little over 4 years, since u left here
I still remember that last Christmass that we shared
and how wasted we got that New Years
it seems like just yesterday we still had u here
and I can still hear ur voice in Martels laughs and tears
I can see u in his soul, and it hurts to know
all the pain that his future holds
When he finds out the truth about his parents
and how they were addicted to herion
and they both died of an OD
whenever I think about it my soul bleeds
from this pain that I hold deep
and sometimes it's hard to hold back the tears
I start feeling the way I felt that day,
and all of a sudden the pain goes back to fear
a couple of months after u died we got a letter
from ur 5 year old twin daughters
they said they wanted to meet there father
and it's sad cause now they'll never get the chance to know u
u had ur chance at living the good life
u ruined it and thats the cold truth
how could u just leave behind a son and 2 daughters
who will now never get the chance to know
the man that they call their father
the pain that u left is deep, the soul inside my chest just bleeds
but I still hope u can rest in peace

[Inzanity]

*bump* come on someone give me some feed on this I know it's kind of long but u don't have to read the whole thing if u don't want to u can just read the first verse and let me know wat u think about it. If u want heres the link to part one if u wanna read part of that u don't have to if u don't want to though but at least let me know wat u think about part two. Please

http://www.forum.trshady.com/viewtopic.php?t=2124

u can read part of that and let me know

[Brihfl]

that was really good, u should seriously think about doing this for a living, no bs

[Inzanity]

thanx man

[AspirinE]

That pretty nice, i like it.

[Inzanity]

thanx ASP