emily. - poem

[ShadyAngel]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

she was such a great friend to me and we had so much fun, and i miss her so much. i am 15 and she was 16 when she died.

no one has herd this before and its the deepest shit i ever wrote, so if u hate it i dont care, it comes from my heart.



we had so many laughs
and so many tears
through thick and thin
for so many tears

she was good
she was bad
she was happy...
she was sad

she had her moods
and she had her music
drinking alcohol
and being sick

now shes gone
how will i cope?
theres still that thought
that glimmer of hope..
i will see her smile
she come round the corner
it will go back to normal
my hopes dwindling smaller

why did u do it em?
what could it be?
that took you that far
further from me

ill miss you forever
i wish you were here
we always said
you would be here next year

we said wede never give up
emily u lied
you gave up
you gave up and died

the one place i cannot tread
the place i cannot follow
emily, is dead
for her.... there is no tomorrow...

[Inzanity]

that is so sad I had a uncle who committed suicide so I can deff relate to this of course he was alot older the Emily he was in his 30's dam 16 is too young to die that's a shame' R.I.P. Emily even though I didn't know her.

[ShadyAngel]

thanx hun. i apprieciate it.

[Kojack]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

no no no no no

i wont belive it

i don't want to insult you

are you... Lesbia

you wrote there gf and i thought

if you not i apologie OK

[Inzanity]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

no no no no no

i wont belive it

i don't want to insult you

are you... Lesbia

you wrote there gf and i thought

if you not i apologie OK

so wat if she is a lesbian?? would that be a bad thing?? wat's wrong with homosexual's huh?? u know I have a couple of cousin's who are lesbian's and I know alot of gay guy's so if u plan on insulting gay people then don't it's not nice. Not to say that u are ShadyAngel.

[,-,'-{Bar}-',-,]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

no no no no no

i wont belive it

i don't want to insult you

are you... Lesbia

you wrote there gf and i thought

if you not i apologie OK

so wat if she is a lesbian?? would that be a bad thing?? wat's wrong with homosexual's huh?? u know I have a couple of cousin's who are lesbian's and I know alot of gay guy's so if u plan on insulting gay people then don't it's not nice. Not to say that u are ShadyAngel.

coz penis to go into vagina to reprouduce

dick dont go in guys arse coz its sick


nice poem

[Inzanity]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

no no no no no

i wont belive it

i don't want to insult you

are you... Lesbia

you wrote there gf and i thought

if you not i apologie OK

so wat if she is a lesbian?? would that be a bad thing?? wat's wrong with homosexual's huh?? u know I have a couple of cousin's who are lesbian's and I know alot of gay guy's so if u plan on insulting gay people then don't it's not nice. Not to say that u are ShadyAngel.

coz penis to go into vagina to reprouduce

dick dont go in guys arse coz its sick


nice poem

Did it ever cross ur mind that mabey some people are homosexual because they were abused be the opposite sex repeatedly and now have the perception that all of the opposite sex is perverted. Or mabey it's because they were raised in a family who taught them that it was ok to be a homosexual or mabey they were sexually abused by some1 of the same sex and got the wrong perception. And not everybody choses to be homosexual some people just can't help it cuz they were raised to be that way. Did that thought ever cross ur mind no because ur just like any other homophobic jerk who is so quick to judge without knowing the fact's. Well let me make something clear to u yes God made man and women to reproduce but he also gave them freewill. And sometime's people choose to hurt other people and the people they hurt get the wrong perception of the way life should be. It dosen't make it their fault that their that way. Some people really can't help it. And yes the bible say's it's a sin and I believe wat the bible say's but it dosen't mean God hate's homosexual's He love's them just the same as He love's u He might not like the sin their committing but He still love's them. And He understand's them and He wouldn't want people to treat them with hate because that's how most of them ended up the way they are anyway. Beside's they can't change who they are only God can change them. But He can't do it unless they turn to Him but most of them are mad at God anyway because they blame Him for their pain. Cuz' they don't understand that it's not God's fault because God gave us choice's. And for those who don't believe in God well then u really don't have a say in this cuz' if there's no God then there's no sin and if there's no sin then how can homosexuality be wrong at all.

[,-,'-{Bar}-',-,]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

no no no no no

i wont belive it

i don't want to insult you

are you... Lesbia

you wrote there gf and i thought

if you not i apologie OK

so wat if she is a lesbian?? would that be a bad thing?? wat's wrong with homosexual's huh?? u know I have a couple of cousin's who are lesbian's and I know alot of gay guy's so if u plan on insulting gay people then don't it's not nice. Not to say that u are ShadyAngel.

coz penis to go into vagina to reprouduce

dick dont go in guys arse coz its sick


nice poem

Did it ever cross ur mind that mabey some people are homosexual because they were abused be the opposite sex repeatedly and now have the perception that all of the opposite sex is perverted. Or mabey it's because they were raised in a family who taught them that it was ok to be a homosexual or mabey they were sexually abused by some1 of the same sex and got the wrong perception. And not everybody choses to be homosexual some people just can't help it cuz they were raised to be that way. Did that thought ever cross ur mind no because ur just like any other homophobic jerk who is so quick to judge without knowing the fact's. Well let me make something clear to u yes God made man and women to reproduce but he also gave them freewill. And sometime's people choose to hurt other people and the people they hurt get the wrong perception of the way life should be. It dosen't make it their fault that their that way. Some people really can't help it. And yes the bible say's it's a sin and I believe wat the bible say's but it dosen't mean God hate's homosexual's He love's them just the same as He love's u He might not like the sin their committing but He still love's them. And He understand's them and He wouldn't want people to treat them with hate because that's how most of them ended up the way they are anyway. Beside's they can't change who they are only God can change them. But He can't do it unless they turn to Him but most of them are mad at God anyway because they blame Him for their pain. Cuz' they don't understand that it's not God's fault because God gave us choice's. And for those who don't believe in God well then u really don't have a say in this cuz' if there's no God then there's no sin and if there's no sin then how can homosexuality be wrong at all.

dont ever tell me i dont know about ppl getting abused and being afraid of the other sex , i had to hold my sister in my arms whiel she cried her heart out about how she had being abused since she was 4 years old so dont you tell em i dont know the reason people do it i do know , i ddint say im against them i todl you the point i think its wrong let them do it all they want , btu dont every tell me about ppl getting abused coz beielive me i know everything about it so dont open your mouth bout shit liekt hat whent you dont know but it could eb personel to the person your talking to right

[Inzanity]

this is about my best mate and ex gf emily who hung herself on 30th october 2006

no no no no no

i wont belive it

i don't want to insult you

are you... Lesbia

you wrote there gf and i thought

if you not i apologie OK

so wat if she is a lesbian?? would that be a bad thing?? wat's wrong with homosexual's huh?? u know I have a couple of cousin's who are lesbian's and I know alot of gay guy's so if u plan on insulting gay people then don't it's not nice. Not to say that u are ShadyAngel.

coz penis to go into vagina to reprouduce

dick dont go in guys arse coz its sick


nice poem

Did it ever cross ur mind that mabey some people are homosexual because they were abused be the opposite sex repeatedly and now have the perception that all of the opposite sex is perverted. Or mabey it's because they were raised in a family who taught them that it was ok to be a homosexual or mabey they were sexually abused by some1 of the same sex and got the wrong perception. And not everybody choses to be homosexual some people just can't help it cuz they were raised to be that way. Did that thought ever cross ur mind no because ur just like any other homophobic jerk who is so quick to judge without knowing the fact's. Well let me make something clear to u yes God made man and women to reproduce but he also gave them freewill. And sometime's people choose to hurt other people and the people they hurt get the wrong perception of the way life should be. It dosen't make it their fault that their that way. Some people really can't help it. And yes the bible say's it's a sin and I believe wat the bible say's but it dosen't mean God hate's homosexual's He love's them just the same as He love's u He might not like the sin their committing but He still love's them. And He understand's them and He wouldn't want people to treat them with hate because that's how most of them ended up the way they are anyway. Beside's they can't change who they are only God can change them. But He can't do it unless they turn to Him but most of them are mad at God anyway because they blame Him for their pain. Cuz' they don't understand that it's not God's fault because God gave us choice's. And for those who don't believe in God well then u really don't have a say in this cuz' if there's no God then there's no sin and if there's no sin then how can homosexuality be wrong at all.

dont ever tell me i dont know about ppl getting abused and being afraid of the other sex , i had to hold my sister in my arms whiel she cried her heart out about how she had being abused since she was 4 years old so dont you tell em i dont know the reason people do it i do know , i ddint say im against them i todl you the point i think its wrong let them do it all they want , btu dont every tell me about ppl getting abused coz beielive me i know everything about it so dont open your mouth bout shit liekt hat whent you dont know but it could eb personel to the person your talking to right

I didn't say u don't know about abuse I said u don't know about homosexuality and u deffenitly don't know about homosexuality cuz' if u did u wouldn't be so quick to judge.

[Kojack]

i didn't said that it's bad

i just asked

Homosexuality is Sick

Damn

I didn't said that she's a bad person for the community if she is lesbia

[C-Game]

a nice poem
and emily R.I.P

hey guys its not our life to decide anythin
so its her decision and as a friend we should support wat ever decision she makes

[Inzanity]

ha ha I like how we're all just assumeing she's a lesbian. Sorry ShadyAngel if u aren't a lesbian then I apologise on mine and every1 else's behalf for assuming u are. And if u are a lesbian then don't be ashamed of who u are.

[C-Game]

she aint a lesbian
girls call eachother girl friend
she is datin a guy now

[Kojack]

Ok

[ShadyAngel]

lol you are all wrong, im BISEXUAL

into both

cok and vagina

and i wud like to point out how funny u all are, but i am disgusted that you ingnored the fact that my poem was about death not homosexuality. but thatnks for sticking up for me EP. and cgame.

yes emily was my gf, but it was not my intent to make you all argu over it.

everyone is intitled to thier own opinion, i wa snot abused, i have been raised to be accepted whoever i am, and i like girls because there hot, after all you are a guy you should no kojack