sometimes i wake upon the night and scream
i look back to the past to see the present is a lifeless dream
gun fights will fenes gotta sleep with one eye open
grib the 9 ready to die for my potion
make em see shells hear the ocean
some say these hopes are my severe hopeless notion
but im focued to get the tokens since the block converted to smokin
topangas forced to get a job hurt an broken
I hate that I gotta make her but theres alot at stake here
i die inside when u cry and i gotta see those angels tears
faithfull years that we spent togther could never see us apart
but my bleedin heart says i dont deserve this masterpiece
sometimes girl i feel like i have to flee
is god challengin us with these catastrophes
jesus i ask u please dont let us see another tradegy
fast to my knees vast in fee's tryin to re up on k's
feed these starvin drasitc fenes only to charge my baterie
hook
what must i do how do i stop this struggle
please lord help
feelin to deep at bein a g but they cant knock my hustle
please lord help
i feel ashamed when i breath this air
please lord help
heal this pain alls i got is this ring i wear
please lord help
topanga what ever happens ill be true
please lord help
forever me and u
verse 2
when it comes to dealin this freebased yay
im honestly the best in this game im ashamed to say
but dont ever honer me for sellin crack
im dwellin back i owe my family a apology for what ive become
im just a bum a 2nd rate citinzan this world im livin in
is drivin in the wrong direction gettin kids to pinch a squid
this ingorant shit we live within ive been in it time to change
been though 2 much pain gotta walk away from this evil game
mr feeny uve taught me so much but i can do is flip this cake
into a quarter fix this weight on my shoulders 8 balls and kilo's
mistakes fallin into free loads there sceamin for my dismise
will i survive if i die will i get my wings and finally get to fly
when im not alive hooked to the iv will i reach the sky
or burn for interity god forgive me for all my sins
let me long live within my ins an outs just please let make it out
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verse 3
im tired of movin these gram an k's
turn my life around start a family
dont wanna face this harsh relity
kids starvin fatalitys in every county
i spark up this blunt dont start to front
the coffens are mulitplayin folks are dyin
while im movin o's and rhymin just to past the time
grasp this 9, 22 tasks crimes clips trappin mines
blastin ties all to add up to a laughin god
like were puttin on a show for his entertainment
been in pain locked behind bars waitin for an aringment
but i stand behind my bars as i wait o so patient
behind these scars ancshous for a better livin arrangment
ancshous for this misery to be acient history
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