blank to bank (nothing to something)

[Ka0t1c]

I have grown out of the phase
looking at a blank page
so when the colors do fade
I am going to change
what it is that I hate
in order to save
my head from the rage
or i'd be upset I let
this aurora take place

just so you know it, I aint
a boy in the portrait you paint
nor am I spoiled with the fortune and fame
I only enjoy my portal which came
when I opened my brain
destroying what's plain
and make me mobile to gain
a home n maintain
in the zone, called my lane

get the story more straight
paranoid ones always
are showing they hate
I'm a soldier, I've trained
stone cold thru the rain
to storm in terrain
formed up from pain
not distortion to lay
bringin caution your way
cuz the source you display
the forces of gray
in your performance-

each day on this course you will pay
cuz theres no remorse, Hell don't play
decayin torsos to clay
while I'm explorin okay
I can't help you to pray
to the Lord, an unfortunate lay-
ing of words I could say
but its boredom conveyed
in this forum, why stay?