Might be the outro to my album alright I edited it check it

[Inzanity]

alright the chours is now only at the begining and the end


Picture’s of the Past (It’s not really a song just read it u’ll know wat I’m talking about)


alright this ain't a new song that I wrote it's actually just lyric's from old song's that I've writing before. I took my favorite line's from song's that I've writing about my ex girlfriend Jen and I put them all in to one song. However some of the lyric's here aren't from song's that were about Jen. Some of them are just part's of song's that refer to Jen even though the song wasn't about her. Now I know I ain't know poetic genius but please take the time to read it. The only new lyric's here are the lyric's in the chours. I'm using the chours to seperate the line's. When you see the chours that's how u'll know that ur entering into line's from a different song. now if there is just a space between the lyric's but no chours that means that there from the same song there just from a different part of the song.

Lets go back in time, lets talk about the past of time forgotten, let's talk about picture's of the past, you know those memories that just won't fade, they say ur teenage year's are the best years of ur life, I say they ain't the best there just the year's u'll never forget.



Date: Friday May 29, 2003
Place: Rock 'N' Rollerskate
Time: unknown
City/State: Chicopee Massachusetts
Street: Memorial Drive
Age: 15





(Chours)
picture's of the past they stay in my mind
picture's of the past cause the pain inside
picture's of the past won't fade away
cuz' even if I forget in my heart they will stay

I hate u so much I can't can't possibly put it into words//
but at the same time I love u so much it hurts//

and now I've come to know//
y they say friends come and go//

Everytime I put my trust//
In some1 the realtionship turns to dust//

Cause' these tears I cry
come from years of lies

now I'm stuck pickin' up the piece's of a broken past//
thats been shadder'd like broken glass//
I want da pain to go away but dat might take a while//
so for now I'll just fake a smile//

I'll never trust again//
like I trusted then//
or like I trusted Jen//

these torn emotions, take a form of coldness
there worn and hopeless,

I spent my life, tryin' to forget da past
I spent some nights, cryin' from regrets I have

I try to remember the good, but the good is lost
all I remember is the bad, so wat goods the cost

my heart was, ripped from my chest,
so I became so, sick and depressed

Walkin' down a hopeless path
lost in the shadows of a broken past

Was it worth it? givin' u my love wen u didn't deserve it
Was it worth it? goin' through all of the hurt and
Was it worth it? cause' u took my love and cursed it
I'll never love again like I first did so was it worth it?

I cried myself to sleep last night
Tryin' to fight pain thats too deep to fight

I woke up in pain this mourning, looked outside n rain was pourin'
and deep down inside my soul the pain was stormin'

The only thing I have left to consult in is the paper n pen
because lately the poems n songs seem to be my only friends

They listen to me when no1 else is willin' to
I close my eyes n think to myself Christina this is killin' u

it hurts when I look back on the years,
I've spent so many nights prayin' that the past dissapears

I'm just ur forgotten love
so now it's time that I say
goodbye to friday

I wish I could take it back
All the pain that we caused eachother
But it's too late for that

I'm at my lonelyest, u slayed me heart
If my love for u could only just fade to dark

I put the ink to the page,
tryin ta capture the rage,
of the pain thats engraved,
like Proof's name on the grave,
Embeded on my soul,
it's never easy lettin' go,
Everytime I think of u,
I feel that old familier pain,
creeping in, as the past comes back again,

my soul is scared with sorrow
I'm cold, with a heart of charcole

when brightness fade's to dark
u find urself fighting a shaded heart

The rain hits the window, the tears hit the floor
The pain that's within yo, is too feirce to be cured

Word's can sometime's speak to a person's soul
When their heart is cold, and they feel lost and alone
So this is dedicated to the forgotten soul's

when my dream's were fading away
u'd be the one who brought them back
and just when I had forggoten how
u came and taught me to laugh

welcome back friday, I'm ur forgotten love
and now it's time that I say, I hate u so much
I couldn't possibly put it into words
but at the same time I love u so much it hurt's

as I weeped into my pillow, the pain creeped into my still soul
with the phone beside my bed, and thought's of us inside my head

let this be my last goodbye
as I do my best to let go of the past and cry

life is a mirror that reflect's the past,
pain is a test that only the best will pass

I fall with tearless cries
trying to fight the fear inside
drowning in an ocean of misery
from a broken past frozen in history

I'm a hopeless angel, with a broken halo
trapped in a fearfull love, as I cry tears of blood
in my search for God all I find is a kingless throne
as the pain just grows in this painfull soul

the spring of 2003, the tear's rained inside of me
late night's, no sleep, waiting by the phone
this pain strike's so deep, pacing all alone

the 4th of July me and you at that South Hadley School
watching the fire work's, the love I felt for u that night made me want to cry at first

These memorie's won't last the time has lost them
and looking back through the past of time forgotten
all I have is the pain that time has broughten
cold night's in the pouring rain as we laugh at are thought's and
the past of time forgotten, and these tear's the time has caused them
it's hard to let go of the past of time forgotten

i wish I could be 15 again
cuz' everything was easy then, all I had to worry about was me and Jen

It hurt's cuz nobody want's to see us 2gether,
ur family hate's me and my family hate's u
they can't except the fact that we're ment to be forever
cuz' just like u saved me, I saved u
they wanna break us up but we've come 2 far to say goodbye
they can't break are love, we're 2 heart's that will survive
It hasn't been easy, and I can't promise u it will be
but u gotta believe me, just the thought of livin' without u kill's me
cuz' if I never needed u b4 I need u now
I'll love u forever more and I promise to keep that vow
we've made it through the past of time forgotten
so I know we'll make it through the future after all look where the time has brought us

I wish I could go back to the past of time forgotten, and say hello to Friday once agaaaaaaaain
but now I'm back to the pain that time has broughten, so it's time that I say goodbye, I love you Jeeeeeeen
I should've known that this would happen, that u'd go and break my heart once agaaaaaaaaain
u didn't show a bit of sadness, now I got a hate so dark, but for some reason I still love you Jeeeeeeen

I wanna wake up from this nightmare, find u lying right there, and no longer have to cry teeeeeeears,

without u here nothing ever seem's allright, but I'll be fine cuz' I can still see u in my dream's at niiiiiiight
cuz' all I have to do, is close my eye's to see ur faaaaaaaaaaaace
tell Josh I love him too, and ur both my baby caaaaaaaaak's

sleepless night's got me sitting in the dark
weeping eye's with pain ripping at my heart

I can't deal with the pain I keep locked inside
and there's nothing that can stop the cries
dream's will never come true,
memorie's never fade no matter how bad u want them too,
and u'll never love me the way I love u
in life u alway's have to settle for less then wat u want
and no matter wat u alway's have to deal with the stress of wat u lost
and unitl it's gone u never know wat u got

now that's there's nothing left ta say
just let me say

as dayz go by, I find myself fighting this pain inside
I'm at my wrist wit a knife, ready to slit and take my life
like Pac meet me at the cementary dressed in black
I'll be the one in the casket, layed to rest in ash
so shed no tear's at my tombstone
as I dead those fear's of my doomed soul

(Chours)
picture's of the past they stay in my mind
picture's of the past cause the pain inside
picture's of the past won't fade away
cuz' even if I forget in my heart they will stay

[Tomega]

wow thats a lot of chorus

and thats a few lines of verses

[Rain Matrix]

I actually read it, it's deep it's like a spiral of love for what u've seen abstract or not

[Inzanity]

I actually read it, it's deep it's like a spiral of love for what u've seen abstract or not

yea that's wat it's intended to be like thank u

wow thats a lot of chorus

and thats a few lines of verses

yea I was thinking that too after reading over it so wat I might do is just put the chours at the begining and end of if all.

[Inzanity]

*bump*

[-[Zach]-]

wow. that is really deep. i can feel the emotion u put in2 it. the only complaint tho is the excess use of the chorus. other then that its incredible.

[patwivo]

its good just too many chorus's

[Inzanity]

wow. that is really deep. i can feel the emotion u put in2 it. the only complaint tho is the excess use of the chorus. other then that its incredible.

its good just too many chorus's

well I fixed it now so it should be alot easier to read

[-[Zach]-]

nice. now its at perfection.

[Inzanity]

*bump*