Wrote to a beat again, haha. Don't worry, I'll switch my topics soon enough, just had to get this off my chest, lol.
People just don't understand how unstable I am//
It's like they label me a fable, I'm depressed, don't give a damn//
About anyone around me anymore they're all fake//
Fuck my friends, fuck my family, fuck my fans, I'm 'bout to break//
I heard I spit about depression 'cause this rap has took control//
It's like no one noticed before, no shit, this is my soul//
I kept it bottled in inside for such a very long time//
And what's bothering my mind is that my friends have crossed the line//
They're saying that I'm fake and that I'm hurting 'cause I rap//
I ain't about to drop names, there's a problem within that//
But I gotta let you know that these feelings that I face//
Are coming from relationship's I feel I'm out of place//
I'm surrounded by this shit, look around me, it's my life//
Nothing positive around except my lyrics and this mic.//
But I gotta set it right if it's the last thing that I do//
And what you'll read upon my tomb is that I'm haunting pretty soon//
Yeah, didn't really know what to do with the last line, lol.
Steve Spag