Special Like You (New Song)

[ilovemeghan]

It’s a pain over my shoulders it’s really heavy to hold it
The guilt I’m feeling inside me is too strong to just fold it
Now what I did was wrong and I’m sorry I couldn’t control it
I can’t believe I kissed who I kissed, and did what I did
At times I sit alone and I cry, I won’t tell you any lies
Not a moment goes by where I don’t look up into the sky
Regretting what I did, wishing the memory of it would die
You may never even see this, but you’re everything to me
I just hope this occasion doesn’t affect my credibility
I’ve gotta pick myself up, I can no longer be immature
I’m lucky you didn’t leave me, now all I need is the courage
To truly say I’m sorry that I left you broken hearted
It must feel like choking harshly and cutting your heart open ghastly
Cheating happens when I joke and party
I’ve cheated before but I hope I’ve started to show I’m sorry
And not leave you feeling so departed
It must be hurting sadly, like your blood is squirting badly
Leaving open gashes, But I’m hoping gladly
That you’ll forgive me for the way I broke your heart
You must be feeling like I’ve ripped your bones apart
It’s no joke to laugh; you must be in a pain that you won’t surpass
I didn’t know that thrilling three, girls in one night would end up killing me
But it was done UNWILLINGLY
I was left crying, my tears were left drying
But you where cautious, you were like ‘what’s next, lying?’
I was left denying that I would cheat again
I’ll tell you every time I go out to ‘meet a friend’
I blame myself but,
It’s like they pretended that they didn’t even know that I was taken
They just hide and make it seem that I have waited for them to come onto me when I don’t even know how many drinks that I had taken
But when I’m drunk I tend to lose control
Like I should choose to fold my arms, but I leave them open and that’s the truth be told
I hope you forgive me for what I’ve done; for it was not a lot of fun
It won’t ever happen again, I’m standing tall and I’m gonna make amends
Because…

Aint no one special, special like you (Special like you)
And no more searching, because I’ve found the one I really want (Found the one I really want)
Baby I care if you’re down (I care if you’re down)
Cause there aint nobody like you nowhere to be found (Nowhere to be found)

I still think about the times we never even spoke
I still choke up thinking about our old sarcastic little jokes
I still won’t forget the moment that the unexpected took place
I’m still amazed; my heart still melts every time I look at your face
In a way I can still remember our first cuddle like it was yesterday
It still plays in my mind all the time when we didn’t even know what to say
Till that day I decided to tell you that weekend I was gonna stay
In a daze, we were sitting on the sofa getting to know each other more
Of course it was scary when you hugged me just before I walked out the door
It was like the floor, had just been pulled out from beneath me, I wanted more
But for sure, you texted me later saying you wanted to kiss me
That gripped me; it made me wish we did, you even said that you missed me
This is me and you, our story had just begun, next night we were back at it again
This should never end, I knew I liked you more than a friend
It was not pretend; it was more than friendship when we had our first ever kiss
And shit, never before in my life had I ever felt as good as this
It hit me quick, you’re the one I want, we met up every single night
You took over my life, you’re the reason I had smile on my face every morning light

Aint no one special, special like you (Special like you)
And no more searching, because I’ve found the one I really want (Found the one I really want)
Baby I care if you’re down (I care if you’re down)
Cause there aint nobody like you nowhere to be found (Nowhere to be found)

When I first started meeting with you, I knew I wanted to keep meeting with you
Falling asleep with you and cooking and eating with you
And laughing and teasing with you, I’m so glad I started just speaking with you,
See how fast my heart is just beating for you? My heart is speaking the truth;
You make me weak at the knees, with you I’m easy to please
It’s easy to see, how I’m just eager to be
The man you speak to when you need
Some assurance or affection, if love was a question,
You’d be the answer and I’ll be your protection
Because I’m supposed to be that armour that prevents things that try to harm her
But as it goes on it gets harder, and I just want it to get calmer
Because people keep getting on to me, Tryna make our love seem so wrong to me
But I’m acting so responsibly, I’m holding on tight, nothing’ll take her off from me
Nothing will put her off of me; she’ll always have that soft spot for me
No matter what people want to see, our love will always stay strong to me
Them ripping us apart can only makes us stronger, we’ll hold on for that little bit longer
Proving them all wrong through this song, and I know our love will live on
We’ll still be by each others side even after we’re gone

Aint no one special, special like you (Special like you)
And no more searching, because I’ve found the one I really want (Found the one I really want)
Baby I care if you’re down (I care if you’re down)
Cause there aint nobody like you nowhere to be found (Nowhere to be found)

I just knew you were the one, when you stood out to me like you were the sun
Other girls don’t attract me, there are fewer than none
No other girl can come in and ruin our fun
Whatever you’re wearing you fluently stun, I’m truly succumbed
By your eyes and your lips, even when you’re chewing your gum
For you I would run a million miles and back
And think up clever lines just to see you smile and that
My heart normally takes girls a long while to crack
But you did it all in a matter of seconds
Can you see the love that happens to beckon?
Using my humour was my secretive weapon, to winning your heart
I wasn’t the type to start feeling your arse, or emotionally be giving you scars
I’m the type to be stealing you stars
If I had the choice between you or a million cars
The question would be answered before it was even willed to be asked
So we’re gonna grow to be, what we’re supposed to be
Other girls don’t affect my heart no more; for them my heart is froze, you see
For them it don’t even beat, No matter how hard they try, they’ll fail woefully
But you don’t even need to hope for me
Because you already have me; your man is what I chose to be
I just love the things everyday that you show to me
When I’m Reminiscing memories; there are loads to see
My biggest objective is to keep you close to me
I need you and that’s no joke I mean
I’ve never felt so good about this love that you throw to me
It’s shines so rightfully and glows fully
I love you so much and that’s just how it goes for me

Aint no one special, special like you (Special like you)
And no more searching, because I’ve found the one I really want (Found the one I really want)
Baby I care if you’re down (I care if you’re down)
Cause there aint nobody like you nowhere to be found (Nowhere to be found)

[Jay-19]

That's way 2 much 2 read from my point of view... But I'm gonna take a wild guess hear and say it's pretty okay (even though I didn't read it).

[Hadez]

you should practice writing more complex things. your stuff seems pretty straight forward. its not always a bad thing but i feel like im reading your diary, not a song. the rhyme scheme could be better, but i've seen worse i guess. the structure needs ALOT of work. in the beginning it was lookin ok then it just fell apart. overall its alright if it was just somethin to rid you of bordom, but there's alot of things you need to improve on. (assuming you plan on writing more often).

oh and are all your writings about cheating on your girlfriend and begging her to still love you? if so you n usher should collab.

[ilovemeghan]

i need help, i dnt rly get wht u mean bout structure? how do i improve it?
thanks
and bout tht usher comment, lol