i got a million reasons to pull the trigger
i'm going through life wishing my heart was bigger
never could keep my head up because heavy thoughts were on my brain
too much pain, my life ain't the same, steady drowning in this game
my soul is crying and my heart is bleeding
i show the signs but its like no one is seeing
if they are seeing then they aren't believing
maybe a hug is all i'm needing
grieving, just missing the better days
i need to get away but theres nowhere to stay
i pray but that doesn't seem to help
i'm all caught up and out here by myself
so i put the gun to my head and squeeze
its the end of me, my destiny, let me into heaven please
i know its short but any kind of feedback would be appreciated