Woke Up

[D'Leh]

(hook)
Woke up 2 today with my life all fucked up...
Depressed, stressed, not knowin any happiness!
Woke up 2 today with my mind all fucked up...
On a quest for success, but knowin ill get much less!
Woke up 2 today with my life all fucked up...
Mind goin every which way!

(verse 1)
I filled my head wit dreams called pollution
thinkin it was a solution but it led to seclusion
now when people come around its more like intrusion
cuz i want nothin to do wit em
n my whole lifes a fuckin illusion...
Not knowin whats reality, walkin around casually,
burnin weed like a fat bitch burn a calorie,
dreamin of a beautiful girl n a million dollar salary
or the day i become a fuckin casualty!
(I cant wait for the day i get to reside up above
cuz down here i recieve n show no love...
From my family 2 my friends, I cant wait for it all 2 end)
Some have left me stranded, some would abandon if certain shit happened
Some have been real homies since the day they landed
even when at time ive been as heartless as a bandit...
Lookin at the cards ive been handed, n the 2nd chances i was granted
knowin I wont be able 2 deliver what my loved ones demanded
always leavin them stranded n saddened...
Im just somethin people cant fathom...Like a horned stallion!

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(verse 2)
Last night when i finally fell asleep,
where the conscience n nonsense meet, i had a dream so sweet,
it involved my homie n this is what the homie had 2 speak
"(God, whyd u have 2 go n take Evann, n give him that spot up in Heaven)
Whyd he have to get killed? Whyd he n Death have 2 chill?
There was so much he wanted 2 build, n now its all unfulfilled,
n i know he was thrilled, but his impact wasnt yet fully instilled!
Damn..I wasnt done wit u bruh, i dont care if death is what u want
Im gonna miss the times we got drunk, n we rolled n hit the blunt
Man we just wasnt done!
( Forget all the crazy shit u used 2 say, we aint want u 2 go away,
u had our love...I hope u realize this while ur happy up above)
God aint nothin but a robber, how am i gonna comfort ur mom n father?
I guess just tell em u wont think ur a monster
cuz of the ill feeling u harbor any longer,
N i know u said not 2 be sad when u die
but i gotta try real hard not 2 cry,
even with knowin ur at peace n finally blissful,
but damn homie well miss u!"
Then i

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(verse 3)
Dont get shit twisted, i aint suicidal
i just dont think lifes vital n i wanna meet the man in the Bible
not cuz hes my idol, but cuz i want him 2 welcome me 2 the land of smiles
so i dont give a fuck if i see survival!
My pain keeps growin n if u werent knowin
im sorry if u get upset cuz of the feelings im exposin
its just when i give my full devotion n put my pen in motion
n it gets to strokin...I provide it with emotion
that runs deeper than the deepest ocean
No one can deny the depth im showin!
(Forgive me if im wrong, but i wanna know why i felt this way so long
n always felt this emotional harm)
So this evenin i thought about God n decided i wanna meet him
find out why im hurtin n weakened, bloodied n beaten
n try 2 understand the reason im breathin or why my spirit keeps leakin
n why i aint gettin even the littlest thing i wanna be seein!
But when i went 2 greet him i guess he aint feel like speakin
so i take it my lifes peakin, n i aint gonna get the answers im seekin
so fuck it...Ill find out when my judgment comes n i gotta go see him!

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[Yah-hah]

Good rhyme schemes and content was sick. Like the first two lines in the 1st verse. Really dope bro. I'm diggin. I think I smell a collab coming up

[D'Leh]

lets do a fuckin collab man!!!

[Yah-hah]

PM me sometime homie. My finals are over and besides the tournament aint got much to do.. PS check out my sonar blowjob song