So I Got Really Fucked Up For My First Time...

[Elision]

Had my teeth worked on. And they gave me Methadone and some other painkillers. I drank an entire glass of the shit mixed with orange juice yesterday, and it just wore off about an hour ago. I recorded myself because I wanted to know what was real. I would like wake up in a dream that seemed totally vivid, and I would walk over to my desk, pull out a sharpie, and write "I'm awake" on my hand, just so I would know if I really was or not. But of course I was dreaming (mind you this "dreaming" wasn't taking place whilst sleeping. I was sitting here in my chair at my desk with my eyes open) so it didn't really take effect. I ended up in this loop of trying to find reality. Shit was FUCKED up man...

For those who care to hear me really fucked up, here's the link. Not too entertaining.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AochJpwAC4Q

[Elision]

edit: whoops, sorry for quoting myself. not sure how that happened

[Ella]

LULZ sounds like fun..

[Xray]

Stop talking shit. You did them pills to feel how Eminem felt, hoping you would write some ill shit about your mother but it didn't work you sick fuck.

[Kez]

So you got high and decided to "document" it? Why

[Elision]

Stop talking shit. You did them pills to feel how Eminem felt, hoping you would write some ill shit about your mother but it didn't work you sick fuck.

Fuck dude you caught me

So you got high and decided to "document" it? Why

I've never been seriously high off of anything in my life