Blu wrote:I dunno, maybe it's just me, but I'm determined to do a lot of crazy shit before I die.
I'v already done alot of crazy shit, i'v had more concussions in my life than Hef's had girlfriends, i used to do jackass type stunts, backyard wrestling, the real shit, where i actually bled, went thru car windows, shit like that, i'v been to parties, i been drunk, i been high, and when i said my ex lives 5 blocks away, thats no joke, she litterally lives 5 blocks away, i either go see her, or she comes here, we don't fuck every single time, but i do see her, and it's basicly like were still dating, it just ain official, cuz there's some terms i refuse to go by for us to actually date, and there's some issues we have to work out before we could actually date anyways, but eventually, me and her will date again, i just have to deal with her "terms" of the relationship, which means i would have to change some things that i'v done, or have not done all my life, which i really do not want to do, but i think for her i will, me and her have 11 years together, as either friends, or dating, were definitly going to be together til the end, unless something extrream happens, which i doubt it will.
But i don't need to go to a party, get drunk, and get laid by random hoes, if i want to get drunk, there's a liqure store right behind my ex's house, if i want to get high, my ex's brother sell's weed, and me and my ex smoke together, sy basically, why go out and steal the milk when i have the whole farm right in my neiborhood?
that and i hate parties becuase i hate people, there's some types of people that piss me off and i am just trying to avoid the drama and fights.
