Fucked Up Day

[Atone]

before yall read, i don't give a fuck if ya think i post to much of my life shit in here, this is how i vent

but for real, it's just been one of those rotten ass weeks and it's reached a point where i just blew up on some bitch at a party cuz her ego pissed me off.

first of all, this bitch in Iowa still sayin how much she wants me, and how she'll never give up on me, she got a fuckin boyfriend, and i told her last night, why the fuck is she dating him, if when she get's depressed his ass won;t pick up the phone so that means i'm the "go to guy" when she's feelin down, I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WOMAN AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

now, i was SUPPOSED to meet up with a girl last night after work, the plan was to meet up, hang, and chances are if i woulda made a move it's a possibility shit woulda happened, but, plan backfired, litterally, i couldn't get a tube in time and was gonna wait til tomorrow night, so i called her to tell her, and she got5 upset and hung up on my ass, so i searched my room cuz i kn ew i had a spare tube from my older bike, found it, one of those green goo tubes that if you get a flat the good is supposed to clog the hole, i fill up the tire with air, get 5 miles away from home when BOOM, the entire thing exploaded, now, i'm thinkin, fuck it, this chick really wanted to see me, so i walked another few miles when i realised, what if by time i get the full 10 miles there she aint even there no more, so i turned back, stopped at this other chicks house, who, had some guest's over, some random girl i never met before, who was sitting on the floor naked, drunk, and had a massive ego, i brushed it off, grabbed a beer, guzzled that shit and then the drunk chick got up bitchen that i just drank beer she bought, so i threw some change i had in my pocket at her, and then she mouthed off some more so i blew up at the dumb bitch, told her she needs to put some fuckin clothes on cuz i'm sick of starring at an ugly fat bitch with an ego bigger than her rolls, she wasn't fat, but still them words smacked her hard lol cuz she went outside to smoke, i grabbed her other beer, chugged it, walked outside, handed her the empty can and told her have a nice day and left, cuz i wasn't about to start a fight with some bitch i didn't know at a friends house.

had to carry my fuckin bike on my shoulders the entire 7 miles home, green goo leakin on me and shit.

fucking bullshit i'm going thru

hopefully today get's better, i'm supposed to meet up with this other girl to hang out, this time i'm makin damn sure i will find a way there cuz i aint passin up a chance with this chick, even if nothin happens, it could set the motion for somethin to happen down the road.

why does shit gotta get so fucked up for me? and no, i aint suicide, depressed yeah but i aint gonna kill myself, i just prayfor god to take my life for me lol, litterally begged for god to send a car come crashin down the highway i was on just to smash into me, blehhhhhhhh it's days like this i just feel like fucking screaming and shit

[mdemaz]

Yeah, fuck this fucken shit.
Ya'll can suck my dick.

[Ka0t1c]

thank you tho, i feel better about my life(less)

honestly tho, good luck, and quit bitching, you're prolly still a young cat, these "hardships" will make u that much better, the rough builds character, it can eventually become positive, like, now, you wouldn't have a "good" story to tell at the bar...

[Epidemik]

you were going to bike 10 miles for a chick????
wow...

[JamaicanPattlez]

you were going to bike 10 miles for a chick????
wow...

That was the first mistake... but I've done it too.

[Sam.]

Errbody come take my hand..

[JamaicanPattlez]

Errbody come take my hand..

[Ka0t1c]

bike on my shoulders as I run back to this 10 Mile Road

[Sam.]

Bang "LTWYL 1&2" on speakers as loud as possible.

[BigBangBazinga]

Bang "LTWYL 1&2" on speakers as loud as possible.

[iain08]

FUCK MY LIFE MY FUCKING BIKE WON'T WORK.

[EG.]

No offence or anything, things like that may suck but there are people going trough much worse things.

[Sam.]

Whatever weather cold or warm..

[Atone]

This thread, obviously, one of my many Bi-polar moments, i woke up feelin like nothin ever went wrong lol,

[mdemaz]

bike on my shoulders as I run back to this 10 Mile Road

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.