Today, I got into my first car accident. On my way to school, I attempted to stop at a stop sign, but the ice on the ground wasn't having it. I slid a good 20+ feet, and as I am sliding and panicking, I see a bus barelling down the intersection. Knowing it was inevitable I was about to get t-boned by a school bus, I grabbed my head and prayed for the best. The bus slammed into my door and did quite a bit of damage to my car, including throwing me a good 20 ft. or so. While this was happening, you know what was running through my head? My girlfriend. Cheesy, I know. But, it's true. Her phone was taken away by her dad, so about a few periods into the day after her not seeing me, she borrows her friends phone to see what was up. I answer and tell her I've been in an accident.. and I'm going to the hospital. She's like, your dumb blah blah etc. I'm like wow, really? I was just fucking hit by a bus dude, you wanna show that you actually care? So, we get off the phone. I've been waiting all day for her call, which I did get.. and she seriously does not care. All's she keeps asking is, when are you gonna get a new car? are u gonna drive ur dad's truck? etc. I'm like.. chill. I just had one of the scariest moments of my life, I don't want to drive right now. Then she's like, oh.. you're dumb. I'm like, sure.. I'm fine.. but people die everyday from accidents like this.. I'm lucky I walked out of the car with just back, neck, and head pain.. and then she tells me there is no way i would have died or been seriously hurt. I've been wondering for awhile if she's truly here for me.. and I'm leaning towards no. When we talked she actually had the balls to say after I asked her if she was upset at all.. that she was because she looked really pretty today and she wanted me to see her. To add onto this, she is grounded because her dad found a note from ANOTHER boy saying he wanted to finger and eat her out among other things. The note was old, and from before we dated.. but for her to have it, is fucked up. I'm tired of her shit, she's a hypocrite.. saying if you talk to ur ex.. we're breaking up.. yet.. I always have to physically stop her from talking to her exes whenever we see them. Fuckk relationships.. too much shit to worry about.
Am I stupid and delusional for actually thinking this girl has real feelings for me like I do for her?
Mind you, she hung up on me when we talked. Saying I was being a dick.. I have never been mean to this girl, anything she needed done, or wanted.. I took care of it. On the flip side, she always yells at me, for stupid shit.. and I take it.. because I'm crazy about her and I think she's worth it.



nothn 2 wry abt not a big ailemnt
even animals
hmm 2 me tat sounds mo like asperger autism






.Wish everyone would be like this 





cool story
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