I am so fucking depressed

[Oby One]

I feel so sad and depressed, but I don't know why. Maybe it's because no one loves me, except for my sister. Nobody told me 'I love you' ever in my life, and I don't know why. I've always opened up to the girls I've ever spoken to, I shared feelings with them, and when I told them what I feel for them, they would just reply with 'Uhm, okay.'. I don't fucking understand this. I hate my life, I hate my stupid fucking parents, and most of all, I hate my friends. Most of them are faggot-ass losers who listen to justin bieber and kesha and listen to LTWYL just because it's on the radio. I'm not trying to be a whiny bitch (even though I think I sound like one in this fucking post), but it's fucking depressing to just sit in your room all day, doing nothing but listening to music, drawing, and other random shit. I am an outcast, a cold, lonely individual, mainly because I am not like other people my age. The only time when I don't feel like shit is when I listen to music. I feel good, I can forget about all the shit that I'm going through.
I know I'm acting like a faggot, but I really feel like talking to somebody, but I don't have nobody to talk to....

[classthe_king]

Didn't you say you wanted to give Eminem a blowjob

[Banks]

if thats true, i really hope you get better dude
when Im sad I also feel better listening to music, and forget the world, something like fuck you all!

[Oby One]

Didn't you say you wanted to give Eminem a blowjob

I'm just playin', man, I'm not like that. Yeah, I like Eminem, but that kind of shit, no. I am bored, and I only see shit threads about Nicki and Eminem collab.

@Banks : I don't think I'll be getting better, because my parents are fighting all the time, and that's fucked up, you know, everyday I hear them screaming, and throwing shit at each other. I'm getting sick of it.

[classthe_king]

Everything always works out in the end, and if it hasn't then it's not the end yet.

[Banks]

ok, you're kidding?!

[marshalryder]

Hope you get raped by a nigg.er

[NicoleEM]

If you hate your friends,they aren't really friends are they?Tho you shouldnt pick your friends among people that listen to what u like,mine aren't much into hip-hop but we still get along well.As for the girls,they probably just don't feel the same about you.Depends on whats your age too,in early stages(aka untill 20's)relationships rarely tend to get serious?Hating your parents is a no tho
Hope it will get better for you,listening to music is good,always cheers me up or brings me confort.

[Slimm]

Typical teenage angst, it will get better. As for getting the girls, nice guys usually finish last and thats a bitch, maybe try to more independent towards women. The minute a girl knows she can have you you're no longer interesting and they will play with your feelings (this is no the case for every girl ofcourse).

Good luck dude

[Oby One]

Thanks everybody, I feel a little better now, I just wish my life wasn't fucked up like this. I am glad that I found this community, and I'm proud to be a member of trshady forums.
Now I'm gonna go get some sleep, I've been up for 18 hours already.
Good night, guys. (it's 10 pm here )

[Robbie G]

As for getting the girls, nice guys usually finish last and thats a bitch, maybe try to more independent towards women. The minute a girl knows she can have you you're no longer interesting and they will play with your feelings

Couldn't be more true.

Keep your head up man.

[Tranquil]

i know exactly what your talking about

[Devil'sAdvocate]

didnt read

[beatsbyj]

I've always opened up to the girls I've ever spoken to, I shared feelings with them, and when I told them what I feel for them, they would just reply with 'Uhm, okay.'. I don't fucking understand this

well u need to STOP shearing you feelings with girls cause then they will think of u as their "gay friend" and trust me u don't want that. your not going to get anywhere with the girls

I hate my friends. Most of them are faggot-ass losers

i'd get some new friends if i were you

it's fucking depressing to just sit in your room all day, doing nothing but listening to music, drawing, and other random shit. I am an outcast, a cold, lonely individual, mainly because I am not like other people my age.

well sometimes its good to be different from other people so who cares what other people think of u and how u act just be yourself

The only time when I don't feel like shit is when I listen to music. I feel good, I can forget about all the shit that I'm going through.
I know I'm acting like a faggot, but I really feel like talking to somebody, but I don't have nobody to talk to....

music is good it can change pretty much anyone's mood at least u got something to keep u a little bit happy right? and if u ever wanted someone to talk to feel free to message me i've ended up in the hospital......twice for depression so trust me it gets better.

[.єddy]

"After ever dark night, there's a brighter day after that. Stick your chest high, keep your head up."

Hope everything works all out at the end, good luck, man.
I know how it must feel.