Fucking scarey shit.

[batboy]

I've been having some scarey thoughts. Stuff like halos following me around on the window of a bus. what is it? I think it might be linked with some point on my neck which apeared around 2006 from a break in time where space changed (the noise from a car outside had a paused break in it) as I was in bed). Ever since sometimes my neck hurts from time to time like some stress is there due to a star approaching maybe. It's ridiculous. Recently my room keeps making a noise in the walls or TV. I keep getting threatened with thoughts that a star is going to collide with the sun and form a black hole which I would be forced to fall into to feel its pain. Last night I had Jack Nicholson in my head threatening me with up down hand gestures, like implying the pain was going to go up, and up even further on the way down... what the fuck is this? So maybe it means all of you are going to die if this happens. There's also been a girl screaming 'no' from outside my window for the last year which strengthens the whole idea of it. I just felt I needed to get this shit off my chest. I really haven't even done anything. Fuck if something really happened then I would go beserk scared , like imagine falling into a black hole..... I don't know what God would do even though it's so ridiculously bad. I don't want to have to deal with this.... I also think there's a plane hanging around me, and there's been images of a 'crop circle' spiral thing from space which might be the falling star. Anyway today on the view I saw a 3 - 2 countdown interruption which might be some kind of sign that something might happen soon....

Sometimes I like the idea of people going insane due to something bad happening to me, kind of destroying them, but I don't want to actually feel any physical pain for it, no way. I'd rathar sit back and watch it. I don't want to destroy their mentallity and make them go insane really, but I just like it somehow. It's nice and destructive. But I wouldn't want it to happen just due to the physical pain threat to me. I don't know why I even like the idea of mental love destruction but... I don't think I would really want to inflict it on anyone. It's just the shit that I have to deal with all these thoughts.

[Solace]

[Pllumi]

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[AliJack]

ready to rhyme!!!!