Fuck Em's Depression

[EminemBase]

I have major depressive problems. I go into 4 day slumps then have hyper days of productivity and just have intense issues controlling my mood / emotions and racing thoughts. I've got ADHD or Bi-Polar just need to go get treatment now.

I'm trying to run a business and get myself out of £2k debt I stupidly got myself in from... Getting a bank loan for the business and then wasting it ALL on drugs and drink.

And I've just come back home... From wasting my last £40 on fucking roulette. I used to be addicted to gambling too but am not not, but occasionally have stupid flutters, addictions last forever, very addictive person.

And I was just thinking, as much of a genius Em is, fuck his so-called depression now man. All he does is fucking complain. Yes he had a shitty childhood fine, most people's weren't that great, mine either but for the past 10 years he's had the best life fucking imaginable.

He's considered an important artist, he gets to work with his ICONS and makes MILLIONS doing what he LOVES and all he does is find ways to bitch about the various downfalls. I love all his music regardless and yes his friend got shot in 06, my friend died 2 years ago too, we all go through fucked up shit but aside from that he's got it pretty fucking sweet.

I'm not having ago at him as an artist obviously he's my all-time #1 but I'm just in a depressive rage, really just give up now, sick of fucking everything up with my addictions and I just thought man... He's got nothing to be depressed about. He's been living the ultimate life philosophy for the past decade, he can do what he likes, he's got no worries other than ones he creates for himself.

He just needs to stop bitching now, he's got nothing to bitch about. Just create fucking art.

[LLockhart86]

You probably dont have adhd. And when you tell someone about the mood swings you'll probably be diagnosed as bi-polar.

To bad cuz adhd gets you adderall. which is ALWAYS fun. untill it isnt that is.

[Jens14]

You shouldn't compare your problems with his, each person has their own problems and own ways on dealing with them.

[dR3]

Yeah, you go through all those things because of your 'illness'. On the other hand, Em went through all that shit because of his actions, how can he not be depressed? He is/was depressed because he couldn't resist all of the bad things fame has to offer. At least that's what I think.






(I hope what I just said makes sense)

[EminemBase]

You probably dont have adhd. And when you tell someone about the mood swings you'll probably be diagnosed as bi-polar.

To bad cuz adhd gets you adderall. which is ALWAYS fun. untill it isnt that is.

Actually I'm 99% sure that I do.

I've been obsessed / studying it over a year - Started when I met a guy who had just been diagnosed with ADHD and he instantly thought I had it.

Lead to night after night of in-depth discussions and then a year of in-depth studying. I'm almost certain that I do. But untreated ADHD leads to extreme mood-swings which seem like bi-polar because you're naturally depressed.

They're both a lack of critical neurotransmitters which help deal with attention and mood so it's very easy to misdiagnose either or.

Yeah, you go through all those things because of your 'illness'. On the other hand, Em went through all that shit because of his actions, how can he not be depressed?

Actually I go through these things because of my stupid actions too.

Em didn't go through his childhood from his actions, it was imposed upon him but for the past 10 years he's had the most perfect life imaginable in the most fundamental senses. He has nothing to complain about now.

My actions may be fueled by ADHD but I still am controlling myself, so it's a double-depression.

And on the subject anyway, I'm pretty sure Em has either or. Everything from his writing, the fact he never smiles, the sporadic humour, the grasshopper-skipping of subject-matter line to line. So many things.

[Jens14]

A double-depression?...

[EminemBase]

A double-depression?...

Yeah because it's a constant head-spiral.

Because it's like "Okay I'm less able to fucking control it, I have a disorder" but then it's like "Fuck that, I'm still in control of my body, I can still stop myself".

Even though I know the detailed brain-biology related to ADHD and know that it TRULY affects the core behaviour of the brain which really is outside of willpower, it's an executive malfunction of the brain... I'M STILL IN CONTROL you know so it's like back and forth.

It's like yeah fuck the disorder though I still did it, so you can't escape it, arh I dunno, whatever. I quit this forum for a bit anyway. I'm gonna go get into bed for 4 days.

[Tomega]

so you feel sorry for yourself because your case is worse than Em's?

Find a job, quit drinking, quit using drugs, find a girlfriend and explore the world.

[EminemBase]

so you feel sorry for yourself because your case is worse than Em's?

Find a job, quit drinking, quit using drugs, find a girlfriend and explore the world.

No, this post was actually just bitching at Em's bitching. Not feel sorry for myself you turd.

I was simply highlighting my issues to justify my reasons for making the post otherwise it seems like a totally random attack.

Point is:
- He works with his icons
- He makes millions doing what he LOVES to do
- He can do what he likes every single day
- He lives in pure comfort

He has nothing to complain about now. We've heard it all about the trappings of fame, I don't want fame either, but he needs to move on. Stop complaining about shit and just create pure art. I hope the 'emotional' stuff on R2 isn't just fucking bitching about shit which happened 15 years ago.

[KillahBee]

The thing about Ems condition is that he was addicted to drugs, going cold turkey is meant to be one of the worst thing you can ever go through

Btw if you do get diagnosed with adhd and the doctors try and give you pills, DO NOT take them, I know somebody who got put on medication for adhd and he's like a fuckin zombie now

[embm]

dude every1s got add/adhd
even animals
tat shit is jus made up so they cud force pills down our kids mouth
btw the pills giv u heartattack/stroke......

so dnt wry abt it we all got it

[J-Smith]

who's the 3 closest persons to him ?

Ronnie = Died
Proof = Died
His Wife = Broke up ( divorced )


that's fucked up

[Spyder]

this thread is telling us about your problems...

[slimshdy313]

stop being a bitch. just because someones got money i guess means they cant be depressed right. is it our fault u have a gambling problem

[M-Pyre]

You shouldn't compare your problems with his, each person has their own problems and own ways on dealing with them.