Jaii - Letting Everything Out (R.I.P. Gavin)

[-Dee-]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kHrcB_CUt9U
Thought I would post this up for my mate Jaii, seeing as he isn't a member on here.
He wrote this about his brother who died when Jaii was younger, and he has put alot of emotion into this so take that into mind when giving feedback. He's Scottish like me, so here are the lyrics cus I feel you need to understand all of this song to really feel it.

Everybody has those days, that they want to fade away.
Seems like there's no other way , just passing by, another dieing day.
You finaly want some peace , wana die and be deceased,
End up in the fucking sky , no am not gonna lie , a really want to die.
No one stop me if a try , if you come to ma funeral dont bother to cry.
I really want to go , reunited with ma bro , all the good things in life,
Been cut with a knife, everything in fuckin peices , won't be long til ma soul release's.
Eminem had a relapse , I'm gonna collapse,
No recovery from this though, the pain I don't show.

Everyone says I'll be fine tbh, they dont realise she was mine.
I was fighting for the love , now I don't see the dove.
I just wanna go above , rest in peace with ma bruv.
Everything in life is push and fucking shove.
Me in a bin , this life's ending, I'm a fuckin waste.
Blood's drippin, do you want a taste?
I'm a disgrace, can't you see the fear in ma face.
I'm scared of life, but not once have I ever turned to the knife.
Cus I'm no like that , I would rather get hit across the head with a bat.
Sticking up for ma brothers not for myself or them.
Just for their mothers, so ther child could go home.
But I still wanna die underneith a tracksuit, there's a big white lie.
I'm a ned that can cry , and bleed just the same.
Life's not a fuckin game , you can't pick who you really are its kinda fuckin lame.

Gavin bro, I miss you, everybody does, why the fuck did you have to take drugs and fucking leave us.
Your in my head all the time, thought I'd spit a fucking rhyme, thought I'd let you know, I'm fine.
I'm not like the rest, I'm a wee bit depressed, that I think about doing myself in.
But I try my best not to, just for you, ma problems will go away, al make it fucking through.
Rest in peace big bro, I fucking love you, Dee too.

[Terry_M]

First off the beat was perfect for this song. His flow was absolutely spot on and the verses, you could really feel the emotion and how he was feeling. This was a great track. He should sign up here and post some of his other stuff.