"Crossed Minds" Emadyville

[Emadyville]

http://www.myspace.com/ddubswinch

Lyrics (Hook is at the bottom)

I’m at wits end, when does this shit end,
I live at my desk all day to sit and pen,
Just filled with pain, anger, angst, anxiety,
I don’t have to take the blame I just thank society,
The same each day in this cardiac arrest,
Loves gone now my heart attacks my chest,
It’s hard to live when you’re only backed by death,
And knowing that you’ll never be the last one left,
I know at sometime that thought has crossed minds,
And if not then I need to find where I lost mine,
Can we keep sanity when their thirsty for blood,
And everyday it rains turning this dirt to mud,
These rhymes are crazy or maybe I’m in the nuthouse,
My choice is get up now or ready to shutdown,
It’s like wake up now , or wake up cut down,
With no reason to live, and if so, what now…

I’m looking below the torso being in this black hole,
Cause all I ever see are dicks, pussies, and assholes,
About to sell their souls at low asking prices,
Attaching vices to life like sacrifices,
I’ll outlast the crisis, never act lifeless,
I guess this nice guy can’t go back to the nicest,
My mind says to but my heart plummets,
Now even my words start to depart from-it,
And now I’m so pissed like I want you to tempt me,
I’m pissed like I’ve never had my bladder emptied,
Because when the only thing I use to release,
The pain inside turns on me and deceits,
To take me down with it how can I compete,
How can I think anything other than to retreat,
Or is it really that the weight has lifted today,
Maybe that’s why I feel like I have drifted away…

They say life’s a test, and from that I asked,
Is it only in death that this test can be passed,
Or can I cheat this system that has me rotten,
Everything I worked for is not what I’ve gotten,
Do I need to knock on deaths door to open up,
And bang that shit down now I’m choking up,
This whole time I’ve seen my life be broken up,
And from my surroundings I’m soaking up,
All the pain and love, the hate and the rage,
And life has only given me this single stage,
The pen is the light and the words are my words,
What else would they be shit this is my verse,
This is my chance to say what I have to,
How else can I be myself if I don’t act true,
I fear life so I just react and attack you,
I don’t fear death but I will kick you’re ass too..


Do you fear death, what has you so sure,
Today isn’t your day and there is no cure,
For the pain we feel when life has us down,
All I want in life is to wear that crown,
And if life says no I’ll take life by it’s throat,
Make it make me the best and if not I’ll choke,
My own throat until I’m lifeless on the floor,
I want life but only if it wants me more…

[<Stiiccy>]

damnit dude u have improved...you delivery is so fucking good on this...like seriously man im so proud of you for makin your delivery this good...

flow was ice cold as usual...

lyrics were great as usual...

10/10...emady's the shit yall

[Emadyville]

Thanks sticcy, I knew when I finished this that this was something you'd enjoy, thanks for checking it.

[°[~CHR!$~]°]

damn this is a pretty enjoyable track....nice one...lyrics are on point....flow was decent and had nuttin to complain about....
only minus would be the mixing....idk sounds weird....sounds like your voice could need a lil bass in it..namean?...and maybe up the vocals ..other than that nice beat choice aswell

[Emadyville]

Thanks for the feed

[Emadyville]

Bump