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[Verse 1: Solace]
I plead for change, I've been driven by stares,
I just need the oxygen but I ain't living by air,
Success is in the cup, I ain't sipped on my share,
Recently I feel the need in me to rip out my hair,
My state has gotten worse, my hate's a common curse,
And I'll joke about death until they place me off the earth,
I'm always writing, I'm in need of some sleep,
Easily beat yet I'd be without a reason to be,
If I leave instantly without pieces to read,
So my memory's alive after being deceased,
I feel that my fear's not gunna change,
And I'm here as a clear tear drops to my page,
Man I'm lost and I'm laughing with my stress wow,
And the cost of my happiness is death now,
I sit and think on this brink of destruction,
I try to put my mind to the ink like it's nothin'.
[Chorus]
I have no faith, yet society will lie to me and tell me I have every reason to,
And I hate...that I try to be the best yet do things in which I never mean to do,
I have no faith, yet society will lie to me and tell me I have every reason to,
And I hate...that I try to be the best yet do things in which I never mean to do.
[Verse 2: SajN]
The battles I fought, has troubled my years
And that I have lost, has puzzled my gears
So I gather my thoughts, with a couple of tears
Cheer out my dreams, and mumble my fears
While on a road that keeps painting the same pictures
And it keeps ‘em in making with no damn mixture
Always the same recipe, same ingredients
My life every year, yeah, SajN is living it!
Self-confidence is barely ever heard in my vocab
"Damn, I look hairy and weird with this cap
Look at that girl so pretty, it’s not to believe”
Nah, don’t fucking try SajN, she’s outta your league!
I keep that low-esteem while future is starting
I know every move I make, will end up retarded
I guess it’s time to fall back, and give up like always
Why stress with life, when no one is supportive?
[Chorus]
I have no faith, yet society will lie to me and tell me I have every reason to,
And I hate...that I try to be the best yet do things in which I never mean to do,
I have no faith, yet society will lie to me and tell me I have every reason to,
And I hate...that I try to be the best yet do things in which I never mean to do.
Edit by SajN: This is my first "offical" track since 2009.
EDIT: My feedback: viewtopic.php?f=38&t=123784