Scrubz - Difficult to say

[Scrubz]

The Second and final song that's being released before the drop of my ep on the 19th. Deep track of mine call "difficult to say", hope you all enjoy. Leave any feed back as you see fit and I will do the same. Check out the ep on 4/19.



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LYRICS:

(VERSE 1)
t's difficult for me to wake up in the A M
It's difficult for to explain what I'm sayin
It's difficult to keep goin fore I cave in
It's difficult to abandonin instead a Savin
It's difficult to walk away from my true passion
Paper full of thoughts always keep the beat blasting
It's difficult to juggle jobs don't know how I'm lasting
Neva sleep a wink seems as tho I'm... crashing
It's getting difficult for me to hide these damn scars
Throwing up my feelings in these fucking crammed bars
Need-a stress releava so I grab my jam jar
-indica sativa yeah that's were the grams are
So I cop a Dutch, and I roll it up
Then I pop the clutch fuck the d's Rollin up
They can suck a nut I ain't ever givin up
Attitude died a virgin, yeah I never gave a fuck

(HOOK)
It gets harder by the day,Yeah tougher by the night
Man it's difficult to say but I'm loosin all the fight
And I've tried to change my ways I can never get it right
Yeah my life is full of grays wish it was all black a white
Loosin sight of the future forgetin all the pastttt
Keep goin this way I won't lasttt
Need a beacon of hope and need it fastttt
I need it fast man, it's difficult to say..

(VERSE 2)
It's difficult for me to go and drop my bad habits
It's like one minute I try the next I'm back at it
I keep the cycle flowin goin like a damn pattern
I guess I'L blame the apple betts yet eve and Adam
It's difficult for me to solumly swallow my pride
It's always be tuff when ever I say y good byes
So when I cant sleep I go and I hop in my ride
-an I drive knowin daddies always by my side
It's fucking difficult growin up father less
Put it in the air before I go and take a hit
Life's bliss got me ripped man I'm torn in half
Should I live for now forget every thing in the past
Should I dwell in this mud fucking shot hole
Should I swell up and sink down to a new low
I dunno man it's difficult to decide
So it's genocides of the thoughts that are in my mind

(HOOK)
It gets harder by the day,Yeah tougher by the night
Man it's difficult to say but I'm loosin all the fight
And I've tried to change my ways I can never get it right
Yeah my life is full of grays wish it was all black a white
Loosin sight of the future forgetin all the pastttt
Keep goin this way I won't lasttt
Need a beacon of hope and need it fastttt
I need it fast man, it's difficult to say..


It's difficult to say but I need to get away
From these thoughts the haunting me and they Neva go away
Nd I'm feelin kinda strange and there's nothing left to say
But it's difficult difficult difficult...ev er re day

[DƎRDYPK]

I'm feeling it homie
can't wait to hear the EP
keep doing your thing

[VenomBlackViper]

Good shit man i'll be sure to give your EP a listen when it drops.

[mdemaz]

Good shit..
Nothing much I can say..Your lyrics got the message through.

[B.A.D.]

ok. first of all I like how you structured your verses, the flow is 90% perfect along the whole track, just the first 4 bars and the hook seems like you go a milisecond late, so kinda messes it up a bit. the rest is fucking flawless specially this:

"It's getting difficult for me to hide these damn scars
Throwing up my feelings in these fucking crammed bars
Need-a stress releava so I grab my jam jar
-indica sativa yeah that's were the grams are"

about the concept, its a nice touch to a not so original concept. you actually nailed it. everything goes right on this, from the beat which is brilliant to the performance. Its just minor things that get in the way of this being an excelent track. first is that flow thing I pointed out. also the hook, that guitar is a bit too loud. and umm.. the outro is great as well... yeah man, correct those things and then you have your best song to date

[°[~CHR!$~]°]

good shit man...
delivery is on point...on verses is calme and hook goes BLOAW!...umm
yeah...flow is solid thru out...
only thing i could point out is too lower the hook about -0.2dB or -0.5dB...
sick song...def one of the best on TR this year....

[Block]

"fuck" reference as a metaphore

[Scrubz]

@Risefromtheashez: Thanks man glad you liked it. Yes I did produce it, and I left you a full feed for your tape! And stayed tuned for the ep, again thank you.

@PK: thanks for the peep homie! I wanna get down on one of your beats soon!

@Venom & mdemaz: Thank you guys for listening! Check back on the 19 for the ep!

@Cream: Glad You really enjoye it. And yeah its been pretty hit and miss hook wise, not my strongest point but It's getting there

@Ax: thanks for the detailed feed, I will check the first 4 bars to see if anything can be done. I messed with the hook a lil but it sounded off when i tried moving it back a bit. I lowed the Guitar in the hook and it sounds great. Also thanks for the good word, glad you enjoyed it.

@C-riz: I hope it is one of the best this year lol! I lowed the hook a tad, thanks for the advice.

[Vettori]

Very clear quality..You need to slow down a bit, You seem like your reading, not just spitting comfortably.
Definatly well written, Flows good. Definate Future in music.. the transition between verse 1 and the chorus was terrible...

maybe use a deeper tone in your voice..go closer and talk quieter to pull out the bass in your voice.

Cool song man ill keep checking if you keep dropping

[Scrubz]

Thanks for the feed. And about the vocals, I have bass reduction and honestly I think I have more problems with the highs. It's a bitch to get the eq right to stop the hiss and distortion. I feel like the closer I get to the mic the "muddier" it sounds. I'm always trying new stuff to find the perfect way to record, haven't found it yet but I've only been recording seriously for about 7 months .

[preest]

this is nice, the overall quality of this is very good bro! I felt the hook could have been a little more catchy but the emotion came through for it lyrically it was on point and the flow was on point too, I feel like a rap song should be 3 verses though, otherwise in my opinion it sounds only half done, it you get me?? I did really enjoy this track and the stuff I pointed out are really only mior things that are a matter of taste so well done bro! i give this 4.2/5.0

I look forward to hearing this EP should be dope!! Keep doing your thing!

[Instant Legend]

im diggin this one homie

that beat is certified nice, and you're ridin it real proper

production soundin nice and clean

that hook sets it off though

dopeness

[Mr. Chambers]

the beat was fucking epic....i loved it

1st verse was kinda shakey. i thought the flow wasn't the neatest and lyrics didn't really impress me much, and for some reason your delivery just kinda seemed out of touch with the beat. overall the 1st verse just didn't do anything for me

chorus started off kind of boring but the last part of it was much better, you should change the 1st part to sound like that.

2nd chorus was much better, sounded like an actual song after that. everything was on point imo and i couldn't really find too much wrong. i think the lyrics could of been a lil bit more complex, but overall it was a good verse

[iDEA91]

Really great song man. I can feel the emotion.

Great way of differentiating the hook from the verse and I liked the little ending piece, you've got a cool accent, keep goin man. Checkin out ur page now.

[Scrubz]

@preest: thanks for the peep man, glad you liked it

@instant legend: when you say the hook sets it off tho, is that a good thing or a bad thing?? lol anyways thanks for the listen and feed!

@Freedoom: Thanks for listening and my reverb just has old throw away tracks mixed in with a few promo's and 2 singles so i dont know if you will anything great. Once my ep drops you will get a better idea of were i am at and what i am about.

@chambers: thanks for the advice man, Not much I can do now but I will keep it all in mind.

@idea: Thanks for the feed homie, glad you liked it. Like I said you wont find much on my page yet, check back on the 19 when the ep drops.