Link of feed. Really I wish I had time to leave lots of feed so I don't look like i'm just coming here to advertise my own shit, but I simply don't have the time to do it without it looking contrived. I just wanted to share the song for those few who might be interested, that's all.
Don't know my current status or as to when i'll have new music out. It's uncertain. But this is just a little offering.
Produced by: Big Ax-D
Listen to the song here if you wish.
Light a cigarette, staring at the night sky
Thinking so hard about my life
Spent so much time just writing my rhymes
That when I last checked, it wasn't fucking nighttime
I've spent my life just crafting rap that no-one hears
Trying to alleviate so I have no more fears
And there are no more tears, cause I achieved success
Whether you want to accept it or not, be my guest
Beat my chest, this world is mine for the taking
Fuck the love, I only have time for the hatred
My alarm clock is my worst enemy
Killed lady luck, she will just burn, dead to me
Remember what I said? How I don't sleep at night?
This is what I do motherfucker, I don't need a life
I ignore watches, because if I see the time
I wasted, i'd probably have no choice but to grieve and cry
[Chorus]
This is the curse of genius, creativity
This is the curse God wrapped up to give to me
And there's a name for it, so if you're listening
Let me tell you the effects of insomnia
These are the facts, your lies don't mean shit to me
Leave me alone, I like my fucking misery
Cause I know one day i'll have my victory
Sit up all night, dwelling on this shit, because this is insomnia
Darkness envelops me at every side
Some people forgot me, and I was left to die
But I crawled out of the grave to grab a pen and mic
And keep on writing raps about my time in Trentham High
And now I find that I may face a crude fate
It's been years and now I find my mood great
I'm no longer a person that you hate
I need new subject matter, before it's too late
Paper's ripped up, teared up and thrown away
Covered in the words that my haunted heart chose to say
I need to get on the right path, so if you know the way
Stop misleading me onto these dirt-tracks and roads astray
And life gets in the way, my life's work on the backburner
I'd rather be a dreamer than a fucking fact-churner
Hated in my own domain, a laughing flag burner
And I will fucking never change, of that, I am certain
[Chorus]
This shit is enough to drive a man nuts
But I will crumble no more, it's time to stand up
As a kid it was fine, but now there's no excuse
There's a reason for all this, and I know it's use
So as I watch the stars just sit mocking me
And write lyrics full of my own hypocrisy
Mark these words out of all of the ones I speak:
I'll never accept that this shit was not to be.
[Chorus]