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EedeeEVERYTHING I SAY(Prod. by Pyth Wonder)
What if I died right now...?
And I never left this state again?
What if it's like I'm proud?
Maybe then I could just focus on settling this crazy shit
I need to think outside the box,
Cause now I unlock this fucking cage and with
This opportunity? I won't miss again.
Shit, go figure it out, since...
Everything I say just links back to this
See life there? Yeah - I think that's a bitch
Sick tracks, so switch back, and this bastard kid
Will never stop it, I'd rather shrink wrap my dick
I'm mean when I say that I say what I mean
I keep everyday marked, because I'm chasin' a dream
Damn, ain't it a bitch?
The album cover should be my face when I'm takin' a shit
And I'm makin' it big...
Walking on the beach with the sand under my feet
Makes realize how weak I really am
Every week that goes by I lose a bit of myself
I sit and I yell but no one hears my voice
Black and white, black and white
Turn till it clicks if you fear the noise
I can see them move when I star-gaze
I'm barely fused, cause anything you say or do
Could case me to flip, I refuse to raise this roof
Did they cage you too
And threw you away?
Can't look you in the face, can't do what it takes
To strike you as someone who has it together
I've been damaged forever so how do I manage my health cause
I've damned it to hell and it's resulted in this...
It's more worth it if it's worth it for less...
My best is something I haven't peaked at yet,
Haven't checked at all to see if I reached that debt
You can beat back anything if you're trying your hardest
Or least I was told, fuck, they just lied from the start of
My life, you know what? Maybe I'll empty a clip
Into a side of a building if you tempt me to flip
And if you get me to give a shit, nice job
I've come to write songs that'll bite off space and stop time
It's a small world they say
But when I drive five miles to work
Compared to the seven thousand, nine hundred and eighteen
Mile diameter of the earth
I find myself gawking at the fact
That we are small compared to the
Eight hundred, sixty four thousand three hundred and twenty seven
Mile diameter of the sun
Light takes eight minutes to get here
Five minutes to get to work
Don't even get me started on the Milky Way
I wish I hadn't seen others on magazine covers...
Makes me glad I didn't have an absentee mother
Or a father who fucking hated me,
I was raised completely clean, now I sit here chasin' dreams
It relaxes the side of me which is constantly stressed
I have these songs in my head I can't make
Cause problems develop and monsters are let out
And fire and water eject from the top of the end of the world
Nod if it's yes, that it's a cause and effect
But the repercussions coming haven't bothered me yet
Apocalypses eclipse our species
But we're already dead, I just pretend to breathe in
Working a job that saps all my time
I think that's my cue card to black ball my life
Shake the magic 8-ball but don't read it
I hope the seasons change and I hope that people see it
I don't need to have watched Game of Thrones
To know that winter is coming
Like, holy shit, it's Alaska,
So I gotta enjoy the two months of 80 degree fuck weather
And prepare my anus for the below freezing conditions
It's easy to miss it, but this life is quick
This life's a bitch
But I heard petting it lowers your blood pressure
It all contradicts the persona I give
I would've acted different had I saw what I missed
It's not the build up that killed us,
It's the let-down, I need to hang it up like Robin Williams
Smooth move, way to go, texts like "too soon"
A legend is dead, I just say it for the tunes, dude
I look at the clock and realize I'm cuckoo
You won me over, but to lose you
Is the nail in my coffin, but it's over, you dig it?
But only they didn't -
And when the game is on the line, I'm just a Kobe game winner
So we ain't missin' out on all this fun stuff
You told me wait in this and my moment'll come
And I know it's the one chance I'll ever get
To knowin' my limitations,
White Noise - I hope you anticipate it