Big Ax-D - Lost Again

by **B.A.D.** » Jun 18th, '09, 01:56

hey, I'm going away of the country in 3 days, I'll be gone for 2 whole months... meanwhile I'll leave with this track, I think its good

Title: Lost Again
Artist: Big Ax-D
Produced by: Big Ax-D
Album: Almost Midnight Mixtape
Note: Everything on this track are real stories on the same week, fucked up ain't it?
Link: http://www.zshare.net/audio/61516774da9600b0/

Lyrics:

(Verse 1)
Graduation day, it all goes today
but I should've thought before I say
bartender!! another one for me
and it was too late, so I don't concentrate
at least I remember how I did this show
singin "my name is big ax-d so"
its amazing everybody knows the song
better than me now, I'm lost, so long
but I keep shoting tequila with all my friends
what a dumb excuse is that to celebrate
wake up the next day, everyone tells me shit
"you made out with the most horrendous bitch
you fell down on the floor and destroyed your hand
do you remember graduating???... come back to land"
what the fuck am I doing in an hospital bed
momma's watching, nodding her head
family's crying cuz I gotta go to a psiquiatrist
more shit on my list
I don't seem to learn so they must insist
stop with this shit
I know how to cure this horrible hangover... with a mexican beer
this feels so good and I love it, waiter!!!, another one here
one by one I start with a blurry looking
"dude youre an asshole, I can see you puking
let me take you back home, fucking drunk"
I'm sorry for me... my life just sunk
I need stimulation too
drunk... calling a prositute
I got a möet bottle with me, I can share
[sorry, wrong numbrt, dial again]

(Hook)
I am lost again, and I can't remember anything
I am lost again, I want to change the way I live

(Verse 2)
three days later another party
this time with the rich friend, no bacardi
he got black label, grey goose and shit
Belvedere missiles, and Glenfiddich
bunch of delicious shit, but I'm on meds
since I broke my hand, doctor said, don't drink
but I couldn't make it, temptations taking
over me, stationed there and I'm mistaking
again, again, I'm lost and my brain un-focused
it tortures me, all just, circles on us
every one is, drunk as fuck and
FUCK!!!... here I go, again I'm drunk
open my eyes.... HOLY SHIT!!!
wake up in my bed, next to a bitch
she pretti and all but, what the fuck!!!!
hey girl go home, I don't know whats up
but fuck it ain't over yet.... friday came
I promise to myself, no, not today
but first the cheers, then buttoms up
we on the eight round, and I can't walk
but then why not??? afterparty
bought some whiskey, n some bacardi
shot!! shot!! shot!! go!!!
one!! two!! three!! floor!!

(Hook)
I am lost again, and I can't remember anything
I am lost again, I want to change the way I live

by **Robbie G** » Jun 18th, '09, 11:51

I loved this track man. I think your at your best when your doing deep personal songs. :worship:

Are you going out to Australia?

by **°[~CHR!$~]°** » Jun 18th, '09, 15:24

liked how you played with your delievery..delievery had some highlights in it..which kept it active...namean...
also the flow during the middle of the 2nd verse was fuckin entertaining man...and thats a positive thing....
overall decent track...those were the best points which i pointed out...
hook came a bit boring..since we/i are used to catchy ax-d hooks..but crazy story haha!! :8)

by **Tash8** » Jun 18th, '09, 18:36

second verse was amazing, first one was decent, flow was tight, and i love your delivery on the second verse, lyrics are decent...though kinda simple... i love the piano and the beat but i damn hate the drums there way too clubby for this type of track, ya know what i mean? anyways man it's disappointing that you'll be gone for a while, loved checking tracks like these every once in a while.. have fun!

by **B.A.D.** » Jun 18th, '09, 18:39

word, thanks a lot for the feed people

shadie baby, thanks a lot, yup, I'm going to australia, but thats until november, this 2 months I'm gonna travel thru Europe

C-riz, thanks a million man, glad u liked it bro, greatly appreciated :worship:

tash, word, thanks, I made something diferent on my flow for verse 2, didn't knew how it would be, but thanks for sayin it was good man, bigly apreciated :worship:

by **Xray** » Jun 19th, '09, 08:26

Damn man loving the old Big Ax-D style your bringing back. :worship:

At first I thought the piano wouldn't fit, than the drums and shit came it was dope. Those strings really made this beat, drums match pretty well man, good shit. Flow worked throughout but could have been better, I felt the structure of your lines messed the flow up at times, but nothing major cause you quickly bring it back. Delivery was dope man, felt like I was listening to a hungry upcoming rapper which is a very good decision you made in bringing back your old style, cause it sounds like you got a lot more confidence when your rapping now. I liked this track man, lyrics did there job, so did the beat.

Damn 2 months

have fun man, just don't drink to much haha. Peace. :b: