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LYRICS
My chest hurts, everything I see is like torture,
The melody of misery, is heard in my aura
the gravity in eyes, holding seas of the water
my vision is drowning, and folding me, and I ponder
pain really worth all the sorrow and horror?
the rain hitting earth, and tomorrow is colder
Overdose on pills and then collapse on the sofa
It's over, all determination is sober
I just wanna be, left alone and dismembered
and burn to a crisp, flesh and bone in the embers
I'm tired of the love, and I'm tired of waiting
I'm tired that emotion's only found in the paintings
Tired that I'm hearing words with nobody speaking
Tired that that the day is just as dark as the evening
Expecting me to live with inconceivable meanings?
Expecting me to follow unbelievable teachings?
life is beneficial for the evil inside.
This globe is nothing but a plastic, do you people have eyes?
Will you realize, life is but the death in disguise
and every day that goes by, has just left you to die
life is a puzzle like water inside the maze
twist and turn it, then it splashes on walls and fades away
As reluctant as the moon, when the sun is rising
giving up to it's power, sharing one horizon
Is my thinking to depression, but the dark is blinding
night's moon ray less, the sun is crying
I lost all my passion, and my energy left me
Nothing else to do but let my enemies test me
All I ever wanted was some caring to mend me
instead I'm being judged like teachers staring at entries
And I'm being used for my musical outlet
I can never even choose when my music is out yet
Soliloquy of spirit, from my pen to the rhythm
Just listen to it slowly, let it enter your system
When you listen to my words, just remember the victims
Tamara, Mike Bird, now my name is in with them
I'm sorry that I never could decipher my feelings
I'm sorry that I'm weak, and a liar that steals things
I love my whole family, I love my friends
Catherine, you were with me to the very end
Keep your head up, things will get better for you
and you're beautiful, hun, just remember that too
This my final letter to the people I love
cause' after this I'll be praying on the steeple above, one love..