Fuck man I'm so fucking sick of my life I just can't take it anymore. Need to move out but got no money for that shit, and I can't get a job, which son of a bitch gonna give me a job? I don't like shit anymore, I feel abandoned from the world. I mean shit before it used to be if I was stressin I'd smoke or drink and all that would go away, but these days its like everytime I drink or smoke it gets worse. Thing is I care too little about myself to give a fuck about quitting any of that shit. I don't give a fuck about anything, and that's the problem. Sick of my family, sick of all my friends, sick of every son of a bitch associated with my life. I don't give a fuck, that's it. With all this shit going on, I can't understand why the fuck I can't write. Guess I'm just sick of writing too, sick of everything. When I say I'm sick I mean it, cause I'm fucked up in the head no doubt. BUT you ain't any better motherfucker. Fuck this piece of shit life and fuck how fucked up this world has turned to.
Only reason I like posting in this thread is cause no one can judge me on anything, cause lets face it, if I was to tell all this to someone and then they'll respond back with whatever and it would just piss me off more. Fuck this though, I have to over come this writers block.

@ my life.