i am just so....... gggggggrrrrrr

by **> Evil _ MoNkEy <** » Mar 27th, '06, 07:53

ok..... i am just incredably flustered right now... and i just need to let it out, so i wrote a poem..........

to my beloved

i hate you
i hate everything about you
i hate the way you make me feel
i hate that i cant make you real
i hate the fact that you dont care
how you just scattered my soul everywere
i hate this nawing in the pit of my gut
and the way the buddy door constantly slams shut
i hate the way you leave me waiting
and when you leave im alone and screaming
i hate this aching deep in my heart
the way your love tore my world apart
i hate that smug little smirk on your face
and how my love for you grows with each breath i take
i hate the fact that youll never know
and so my hate continues to grow
i hate the fact that u exsist
but your lips i can never kiss
but what i hate most of all
is that i cant seem to hate you at all

by **> Evil _ MoNkEy <** » Mar 27th, '06, 08:02

memyselforwho wrote:you got some issues, what he do menicingly murder your parents

the poem is nice, lol

LMFAO O_o

by **> Evil _ MoNkEy <** » Mar 27th, '06, 08:42

memyselforwho wrote:you have a writing talent but your hate is too compulsive your always mad at somone, the world the moon god me lol

LMFAO..... im sorry, but if u had my life... ud know y..... and i know i have a deep peircing veminous hatred deep in my soul..... but i wasnt always like that..... i am wat others created. they created a monster..... and one day i shall have the taste of vengence and they shall feel the wrath of the monster they created........

i know it seems terrible, but wen it cums right down to it.... ive been thro plain hell, and that has created in my a deep passion and drive for vengence...... and it created a lot of anger and hate and resentment within my soul.......

wen all u know is pain and anguish and hate and anger.... its hard to feel nething but those feelings...... it may be scarey..... but its the story of my life..... and its an ugly thing

by **tamara** » Mar 27th, '06, 18:01

uuuouuuu that is so cool!i love it!really that is a really cool poem..maybe i like it a lot cuz i can identifie myself with it.. :'(

by **hot_dogg** » Mar 28th, '06, 03:07

it brought tears to my eyes

im eating an apple now btw

by **Ivy** » Mar 28th, '06, 03:10

This reminds me of 10 Things I Hate About You :whistle:

by **snoop11978** » Mar 28th, '06, 03:15

angry angry hippo.

good poem though.

by **> Evil _ MoNkEy <** » Mar 28th, '06, 03:23

TaylorakaTiGGi wrote:This reminds me of 10 Things I Hate About You

:laughing: omg, i hate that freakin movie!..... it instills in me a deep and passionate rage to destroy freddy prince jr. :angry:

and im not even sure if he was in that movie.... :unsure:

by **Lil Pimp Tell 'Em** » Mar 28th, '06, 03:37

i like it jus i got a question... :unsure:

is this about ur """""bossman"""""" ? :unsure:

by **> Evil _ MoNkEy <** » Mar 28th, '06, 03:53

Lil' PimP wrote:i like it jus i got a question... is this about ur """""bossman"""""" ?

first off.... i was waunderin were u got to man, but then i saw on ur sig..... i thought u disapeared, lmao...........

and um...... wat makes u think its about him?...... and im not sayin its not, but i just really dont want neone to misinterpert this as me really hating neone.... cus by the last line, u should know... i really dont....... but its just about strong feelings and confusion and frustration...... wat i really mean is the oposite of wat most will interpert this as....... it is not an actual hate.... its just feelings....... feelings that i have sumtimes and it stems from my frustration that i cant express them......... but wat im tryin to say is that i love u so much that i hate u and it makes me sick.... if that makes ne sence at all, lmao.... its a complicated emotion...... and its sumthin ive never really felt before... so i thought the best way to get it out was thro a poem

by **Christina** » Mar 29th, '06, 14:18

Hi:) it's me Crisi (lol:D), just wanted to BUG YOU.............................. LMAO

:D:D loool, naaaah, i just wanted to say that i like your poem it's cool!!

by **ines** » Mar 31st, '06, 13:26

i'd like your poem

i am just so....... gggggggrrrrrr

i am just so....... gggggggrrrrrr

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