this man looks at his life 4 tha last time
like a criminal still paying 4 his past crimes
I can't relax knowing I could have had more
I'm locked in hell, standing behind that door
I smile thinking about tha other plan
darkness falls I've become another man
my shadow knows tomorrow will be bad
lost in tha moment, little time 2 react
I know she's seen it in my eyes
tha pain never left me so why cry
life goes on, and I'm still here
maybe 1 day tha clouds will clear
and I'll go down in a change
but 4 now I'll drown in tha rain
as long as she's happy, I'm nothing
why was I hoping 2 find something
it's like a movie made of stones
it weighs heavy on ya when yur alone
so u feel like a statue long forgtten
steady falling as a strong floors dropping
even I know no man falls twice
u don't want me 2 say it'll be alright
my world is crumbling who cares
I really didn't expect 2 see u there
most askwhy I have 2 live so free
but they never take tha time 2 know me
love's crazy, I double over from stress queasy
I dream of u baby but I'll never rest easy