The Beat on this is of unknown origin lol...Only thing I can say about it is that Chet Starr found it for me about 2 years ago lol...Propz homie
It's really different, but give it a shot guys
http://usershare.net/iu1ayw986rpa
i get these emotions, that stem from the oceans,
i focus im chokin, depriving me of air,
i stare in abyss, while im stuck in my lair,
i share dirty needles, with billy fuckin mayes,
puzzling my life, while im stuck in the maze,
im a craze im a demon, real or am i dreamin,
no secret windows, just blood soaked ceilings,
time is what im killin, and killin what im feelin
Chorus:
a million thoughts running through my head,
cant figure out if im alive or dead
gun in my mouth, a knive in my hand,
blood on the walls, where does this end,
and it starts today, month a half in prison,
judge toned me out, as i entered my sentance,
bodies piled high , as u enter the entrance,
breaks all laws, defines all physics,
so twisted, lambqustics i hit shit have sick fits,
and this shit, is wicked its fits it so neatly,
invents it and sends it, off and through ebay,
choppin body parts, i do it so easily
chorusx2
panic sets in, like parnoia in skin,
the threads of fear, woven in my sin,
striken with hate, as poison sets in,
consumed by the rage, tired of distance,
im fenced in im caged in, my consious has faded,
im jaded ive waited, im sick of the hatred
you made me you hate me, ill scream till you save me.
need me you want me, these demons that haunt me