Well, as you may or may not know, i'm leaving for University in two weeks. Obviously this means i'm not gonna have much time to make music (not that i'm giving up or anything), so i decided that before i went i'd put out one last little project for TR. Obviously when i made Breakout, i spent too long and it ultimately didn't do so well. This aint gonna be an album; there's not gonna be any more than like 14 tracks on here, if that. The tape is gonna be called Anticlimax, for many many reasons but w/e, save that for when it actually comes out, which will be within two weeks. Also, it aint gonna be full of repetitive shit, not only cause of the length but because i went more varied. As i say shortly, this track is probably the most similiar to my old shit on the tape. Yes there's still deep stuff but it's in a different vein and there's less of it.
This track is probably one of the most similiar to my previous shit, very transferrable; i kinda just heard the beat and went to town on it, so this is typical shit for me. So i thought i'd post it, cause it's been fucking ages since i posted anything and i need to get some shit out before i release the tape. This is a rough mix, i may get the tape mixed before i put it out (although given my timeframe, allow me a bit of leeway).
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Also, i apologise for not being able to feed a lot in this section, obviously with University application and exams and everything i really aint had much spare time. I'll post the lyrics just for clarity and shit.
Shaking nerves, with a temper that'll shake the Earth
My music's recorded backwards, it's hate reversed
Everything you've given me, by now i have gave you
Don't blame me for this hate when it was you that made me hate you
Okay, take two, it's time to repeat this
To be a heathen and spread the hate and deceit which
Inevitably will forever hit me, 'til i'm left to simply
Vanish like a ghost, but it's something that i don't ever think is
Gonna stop, the truth of it is we're too stubborn
You people won't let this go, and Jesus, you fucking
Know that i won't, cause i'm the one speaking the truth sonny
But i'm fine with it now, i just find hating you funny
Think this is aimed at who you want it to be aimed at
No mates would ever recieve verbal hate from me, so take that!
Like Wiley said, if you don't think that i can do it
People might confuse it, but when i'm on the mic i'll prove it
[Chorus]
This is life in reverse
Every frightening verse
That i write is a curse
To end your life with a hearse
This is life in reverse
I do not like it, it hurts
But ask me why, and i cannot explain why i was served
To live this life in reverse
Rub my smile in the dirt
Cause every rhyme is perverse
And now it's time to return
To a life in reverse
You'll all die when you're thirty months old
Come out your mum with grey hair
It's life in reverse..
You want to make a verse? Alright then, grab the plate to serve
This is what you need, the ingredients which they may prefer
Take some distrust, self loathing, and then you must bake for thirty-
-five minutes, take it out and then you've got this cake, but erm
There's more to it than that, or else you'd all do it, you twats
And i'll fucking assure you of this fact
I take a step up, and then i fall through little cracks
Looking more a waste of space than those who're all doing the cat (meow meow!)
The times i'd wish for some acceptance are done for
Now i walk around with a mindstate of just "fuck y'all!"
It's hard to let you in, 'cause the pudding proves much more
Only those who prove themselves don't suffer the uproar
I apologise in advance, but i romanticise with the facts
Until you don't recognise them, in fact
I made my Breakout album trying to say goodbye to the bad
But the bad needs to be there to contrast good, that's why it's intact
[Chorus]
People doubt me, they don't believe that it's healthy
'cause of what i've been they've got no faith in what i can now be
Hell, maybe they're right, and it once gave me a fright
But now i sit up and write, and stay through the night
Trying to place blame for the plight, but i must face that it's mine
That doesn't mean you're blameless, if you think so, kiss my anus you dyke
I say this with mighty conviction, that's why i write it and spit it
It's hard to see the line between fiction
And fact, i inject the scene with the septicemia
Crush you like insects who're inferior, hysteria
Takes over like a virus which you must respect and fear as it
Infects you, i'm here, you can't get rid of Kez, you hearing this?
Daily, nightly, i will hone the craft tightly
As unsightly as i am myself, my music's delighting
And hateful at the same time, i'd define it as hate rhymes
Don't get me wrong, i hate knobs, i don't hate my..
[Chorus]
[Reversed Outro]
Oh, and just to explain some of the lyrics:
The end of the first verse, Wiley's a UK rapper and he made a song called Take That lol
And "the cat" is referring to MCAT, a trampy wannabe-drug over in the UK made of plant fertilizer that is typically used by fucking chavs ("those who're all doing the cat") who can't even afford real drugs so they sniff weedkiller. There were nicknames for it and "meow meow" was one of them.
that would be amazing 
Watch out for the tape cause it'll be out in like less than a week 
