this is my verse to a song called "Lost Memories" that I'm doin' wit 1 of my friends
my life is a storm, my soul is so worn
fightin' off demonic enemies, who envy me
as the rain, pours on my dreams
all I feel is pain, thunder rours as I scream
and these torn emotions, take a form of coldness
there worn and hopeless, I was born in coldness
I can hear Satan, callin' my name
I'm hear waitin, as I fall into pain
as I burn, in eternal flame,
my heart yurns, for eternal fame
I spent my life, tryin' to forget da past
I spent some nights, cryin' from regrets I have
I was raised in hate, cause' of it I've made mistakes
the pain was injected, when I was melested
and my family wonders y, I'm cold and heartless
I no longer have a soul, my soul departed
cause' my heart was, ripped from my chest,
so I became so, sick and depressed
takin' knives, and slittin' my wrist
I try to remember the good, but the good is lost
all I remember is the bad, so wat goods the cost
it only brings pain, my emotions pour out like spring rain
y does the good, have to be lost memories?
y does the bad, have to cost everything?
I cry as I fade into darkness, I can feel the demons
I try to pray but I'm heartless, so God can't hear me screamin'
I'm so wounded my tears are bleedin', but I don't fear the demons
I'm used to them they live within me, so I pray that God forgives me
cause' in actuality, I have no mortality, the demon's took my normality
so I'm not the person I used to be, but I ain't afriad cause' darkness isn't new to me