I think there are none online, only options to buy the ebook. So far I have read parts of it where it was available as a preview on googlebooks. Found various pieces online too.
Here is some more
On Nas getting choked
On NaS getting choked:
Touching up edits for a clean version of "Y.B.E." ft. B.G. for Cash Money, my son Shaka joined me for a session at Soundtrack Studios. Shaka was five years old at the time. Mike Delorean and my man Draws from QB also came along. My engineer Steve Sola told us that Nas was working in Studio B again that night, so we walked over to say what's up. When we walked in, we Nas, Jungle, Grand Wiz, Horse and his brother Dula, and some dude we didn't know along with a few females. Delorean noticed some big buds of weed on the countertop plus a few bottles of liquor and a camcorder. Right away Delorean picked up one of the buds to smell and Nas got upset. "Yo why you touching sh*t that ain't yours? Nas asked.
"Damn, I'm just looking at the bud." Delorean said. "I wanted to smell it." Then Delorean picked up the camcorder and started to inspect it to see what kind it was, and Nas barked on him again.
"Yo what the fu*k is wrong with you, son? I told you, stop touching other people's sh*t!"
"Man, what the fu*k is your problem? I'm gonna look at it if I feel like looking at it. What's the big deal?" Delorean said. NAS was clearly a little drunk from the Grey Goose and cranberry juice in his hand and still had sour feelings about that old freestyle Delorean and Cormega put out dissing him. He was also clearly upset that Delorean was talking to him like that now. Nas walked up to Delorean and motioned with the cup in his hand like he was going to toss the red drink in Delorean's face but paused and tossed it on the shoulder of Delorean's white T-Shirt. There was a moment of silence, then Delorean grabbed Nas by his throat with his right hand and pushed him up against the wall choking him.
"*****, don't you ever in your life play yourself like that! Delorean said. "You fu*kin stupid of something? I'll kill you, you bi*ch-ass *****!" All of Nas's boys jumped up but Draws yelled out, "Chill! If they're gonna fight, let them fight one on one. Ain't gonna be no jumping going on in here." I screamed at Mike Delorean to let Nas go and he did, then we took Delorean back to Studio A. My son Shaka was watching it all in shock.
Back in Studio A, Delorean said, "P, give me the gun! I'm shooting this bird-ass *****! Give me the gun!" And I replied, "Hell no! You buggin'. You already choked him up against the wall and he didn't try to fight you back, so leave him alone." After about ten minutes of calming him down, I went into the hallway and Nas walked up to me apologizing.
"I'm sorry man, I had too much to drink," Nas said. "Please forgive me, man"
"It's all goog, just forget about it. Y'all ****** is bugged out though," I said.
"Nah, I'm really sorry, I'm telling you, I'm just bent right now and I overreacted," Nas said. "I shouldn't have done that. That was fould."
"Don't sweat it, we good," I said. Then we both went back into our studio rooms.
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