I'm falling off ... in everything

[yoshi]

Get wasted, it always helps.

[Xray]

About school and life:

Your parents, they did this thing called sex. They gave you L-I-F-E (Lies In Full Effect). They had a SPECTACULAR time, the best time of their lives and afterwards they felt HEY, maybe we should make this creature our prime target for the rest of our lives from now on. Now they got you doing hard time, all because they wanted another reason to have more sex. They basically made you so they can avoid fighting all the time and have a reason to be with eachother in this sick demented world we live in. You're sitting there thinking "Like I Feel Educated" in the most sarcastic way possible. Everyone pays a price, but it's all about the "price is right".

You find friends to be more educating than any of your teachers could ever be, so why don't you pay your friends instead, you say? Simply because life is a game of pay. You see this world is a business and we, the people, are it's employees. If we seek to be successful then we must carry licenses. Fuck what it reads, it's a license to breath. Everything from religion to science is a business. You have money? You have a say. The more money you have, the more followers you have. If you don't have money, no one will take you seriously. We are only living because we had sufficient funds to purchase enough goods to survive on. Ask all the dead cats, they'll tell you they got murdered cause life fired them. You could say Donald Trump is god, in this situation.

About rapping:

You have this disease, it's called a writers block. It kills your creativity. You must not let it sync in, you must fight it. It's not permanent, but it could be if you let it. You must write about everything. The more you write, the quicker you will cure yourself. It doesn't even have to be a rap, it could be anything, text is all you're looking for, nothing more. Quality means nothing during this time. Quality is your enemy. You must fight this fucker named Quality and make him realize that quantity will rule all once you draw your sword. After all, what the hell is Quality compared to a million thoughts acting out as the finest soldiers to have grace this planet fighting the most epic of battles?

Word.

[yoshi]

Really X, you've just basically repeated everything I said in a horribly complicated way.







@ the last issue: I think it's because you're simply stressed out. Everything that you've mentioned has an influence on you and your behaviour. All the factors contribute to the way you feel and cause frustration that needs to be let out somehow, for example falling off at school. You either should get some vacation (which probably would end up in getting wasted every night) or try to let it out in a different way, try some sport - maybe jogging or swimming. Get really tired in the evening, it's gonna clear up your head and emotions and you'll calm down a little bit.

[yoshi]

Ok, I elaborated too.

[Xray]

Really X, you've just basically repeated everything I said in a horribly complicated way.

I wrote my post before I seen yours. Otherwise I would have said Yoshi is only trying to get more work. But anyways, I agree with you. Maybe you should send some massage cream to cream. And you know what cream means n1gga. Dolla dolla bill yall! I mean drugs, I mean both.

[Xray]

I understood what did you say about the rapping part and for that

and i think i understand what you said about life and school but it isn't relevant for me



But that's some deep shit, bro .. you just might be .. what i call : a poetic genius

Really X, you've just basically repeated everything I said in a horribly complicated way.

Guess he's Can-I-Bus-Ing.

Anytime fam. Slimm was actually the one that sent me this article that explains how to beat writers block. So Slimm that n1gga.

[WakeUpShow]

Don't worry about the writing, i came up with like 6 great metaphor concepts in 2 weeks and I haven't come up with a single one for months since then. You just have to move on to different styles, I moved on to wordplay/punchlines. As for school, GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER! Get off TR for a month even if it's hard and just review your notes for everything at the end of the day.

[classthe_king]

I don't know about where you live but grades mean nothing here, as long as you keep above a 3.75 and stay in the top 10% of your class you're fine.

[Kez]

First of all, my writings and concepts at the beginning were dope as fuck, I wasn't your typical good rhymer (my rhyming was horrible, now it's less-horrible) but i'm most notably famous for the completely weird concepts i come up with .. now I just can't do that anymore, my "newer" concepts are done with, the only good concept i have which i came up with somedays ago was a Rock Bottom made of analogy

First off don't strive to come up with completely weird concepts for the sake of it. You will burn yourself out; I know, I did the same shit. Nothing wrong with making a track that is perhaps a common theme (whether it's just punchlines or horrorcore or w.e) with your own spin on it. It can sound just as good. I know how this feels because when I was trying to make Universal 2 in 2008 I got fuck all done and then my computer broke. I would make tracks then tell myself they weren't good enough or they were too similiar or whatever, so I barely made anything. After my PC died, I couldn't make any more music till May 2009, and you know the funny thing is that I wrote a fucking lot once the opportunity to record it had dissapeared. I guess life is funny like that. I've not had a problem with writing since that. It taught me how every track could be your last.

Second of all, my punchlines (In writing + battling) .. everything is now "punchline-free" .. cause i'm falling off in that aspect i don't have a single punchlines in my latest battles (I consider my battle with Cosh to be my best to date) i have completely giving all of my attention to personals, that's how my toughest points at battles are "Personals" and sometimes flow .. that's 4 points in a rap battle while others (Vocab/Complex, Multi's, Punchlines, Others, Structure) these are 7 points so i always happen to lose 7 - 4 .. for me a line without a personal + WHACK LINE BY LIQUID !!

They're just online rap battles So what? I think you're looking into it a bit too much haha; I can't really write punchlines for shit, but people still like my music. Punchlines aren't the be all and end all, and past that you probably just saying this cause you feel down, i'm sure you will start writing perfectly decent punches again soon enough. You just got to keep on and not dwell on the past shits.

Fourth of all, My grades are falling off at school .. BADLY, You may call me a nerd or anything but i was the second in my whole school with some high end results of the first semister of this year (a total of 98,67%) and this semister i hardly think that i'm going to get anything more than 80%, I try to study hard but i just can't .. everyday it just gets harder and harder .. i don't think i received a full mark in any of my tests this semester (as in the opposite of the past)

When I finished high school I went to study A Levels for two years. Hated everything about it but I stayed there because people had drilled into me how important education was. Finally finished with decent grades, and I went to University. Now i'm back home, dropped out with no degree & £4000 in debt trying to find a job and it's hard. I have friends who have just gone straight into work since finishing high school, and now they all have money while I have nothing. Grades are no guarantee for life. They are important sure, but you shouldn't stress yourself with percentages and shit. I don't know how different it is over there, but it can't be that different.

today somebody threw a "paper" at my head when i was putting my head on the table, i simply got up and beat the shit outta him and sat back

Good, he sounds like a cunt

Everybody feels like shit at some point, you just got to keep fighting on. Life is not fun, or easy, it is an assault course, and if you don't just keep striving, then you have nothing to really live for. If I didn't have even a thin hope in where I was going as opposed to where I am right now? I'd just kill myself. Cause at this moment I have little to live for, but I keep the faith that it will get better.

[mcZu]

What Kez said. We all go through difficult and hard times, but who said that life would be easy? Never give up and just go on. You shouldn't just wait for the sunshine after the rain, nor just wait for the storm to pass, you should learn how to dance in the rain.

[Xray]

^You know what they say.

Stumble and you feel short, but it's only a tumble if you go in heads first!

[yoshi]

No problem