First of all, to anybody who thinks i'm leaving this site for a lil bit because of them, chill with the ego, cuz it aint because of you.
Face is, i'm dealing with some monstgerous personal issues latly, deeper than usual, and i'v allowed those issues to take control of my feelings and cause me to say shit or get out of control on an internet forum, i may have snapped off at some people, but it aint you that i'm pissed at.
I decided, at first i was going to just leave the site, and stop posting for a few months, when i posted, i was still in that mood where i was ready to just beat the fuck out of any random person i bumped into today, i got on my bicycle and went for a ten mile ride, even went down the old street i grew up on many years ago, went to the old church i met my ex at 10 years ago, sat at the lake there and just laid there, with all the shit i'v dealt with, being alone for that time and getting to relax for a moment helped me relieve some of the stress, on my way home i went back down my old street and recognisded somebody, after ten years, this guy still lived the same house, this guy helped track down the car that ran over my sister when she was 7, i stopped and talked to him for a bit, caughtup, which for some reason, made me feel a lil more better, idk why but i went from the worst mood ever to being able to deal with all my issues but those issues are not gone, they are just medicated at the moment, so instead of me just plain leaving the site, i'm still gonna roam, i'm just not gonna post as much, unless it actually add's to the topic and i feel like making a comment, which probably won't be much, i probably won't do music as much, we'll see, depending on how i feel about the songs, i have been on a writing frenzy, trying to make concept music, but i'll get on that topic at a later date, just thought i would say i will still be around, just more as a ghost.















