I'm so fucking bipolar.

[J.R.]

I can't decide shit. I have suicidal thoughts and shit.

For example, I can't even fucking decide if I wanna be a nice guy or a prick. I can't decide who I love. Today I got pizza for lunch..threw it away for tacos...threw that away for pizza. Yelled at a friend, apologized, yelled again.

I feel so fucking emo right now. All my friends are slowly starting to hate me I'm sure. Because I treat them good one moment shitty the next. I only have one friend I can manage to keep my cool with and that's my best friend.

It's affecting everything. I use to say fuck multis when I wrote, focused on flow. Now I abandoned my good concepts and flows for multis. I've tried going back but I think i've literally lost my touch on that.

I think I'm slowly wasting anything and everything away by being so fucking contradicting.

Sorry for venting. Didn't want to, but that could change.

[Ka0t1c]

it's cool man, just send me ur lyrics and all will be forgiven, i promise

[Mahmoud48]

i know we dont get along but man i totally know what ur going through cuz im going through that shit right now

[Ka0t1c]

i might be, or am i not, who are you, i'm me, oh yeah, that's right, quit fighting you two, or am i one, oh forgot, almost lost myself.

[B.A.D.]

well, you really need to learn to control that, otherwise it is going to fuck your life up. Go to a psychiatrist and work up some medicine for that

[J.R.]

well, you really need to learn to control that, otherwise it is going to fuck your life up. Go to a psychiatrist and work up some medicine for that

Yeah I know. unfortunately I have serious trust issues, even with trained professionals and shit.

[J.R.]

Interesting, we aren't too unalike JR.

Except you're likeable haha.

[Slimm]

Everyone on TR is either bipolar, depressed, or both.

[J.R.]

Everyone on TR is either bipolar, depressed, or both.

True. Ima go with both.
@Menzo, ah I see.

[JamaicanPattlez]

Hope ya feel better, man. I get days like that too. I don't have too many people I connect with, 'cause I feel like I moved on from everyone else. Yet, I don't even really know where I moved up TO. :/ It's messed, man.

[Trimss]

Everyone on TR is either bipolar, depressed, or both.

Naah bro.

Or yes. Anyway, life is worthless. Fuck you.

[Trimss]

^ Thanks man.

Yeah this forum needs some funny posts in these hard times.

[JamaicanPattlez]

^ Thanks man.

Yeah this forum needs some funny posts in these hard times.

Is that why I always have a boner when I come on to TR?

[WakeUpShow]

Just stop and think. Think before you talk. Think before you act.

[Blu]

Do drugs.