What I Am

[Kez]

This is something i wrote when i was sick of everything around me.
Anything you might see as emo, believe what you want.
If you think this sucks, believe what you want.


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What the fuck is this shit?

I sit back, get enraged, read my fucking webpage
See the hate and mistakes, in my past, i have made
Being told i'm a slave, ugly, that i won't get laid
I'm being enslaved, falling apart at the mains!
I don't see what i did to get this judgement
Am i going to hell? Well i say fuck it
I changed my hair for you, i fucking cut it
You still made fun of it, you just wouldn't shut it!
Greg's got his friends posting hurtful comments
What the fuck'd i do to you? Let the hating commence!
In year 4, i tried to learn self defence
Cause everyday i was getting tied to a fence
It goes up every month, while the payment just plummets
I could boast and say "Greg, suck my dick till you numb it"
But i don't, cause i'm not like that, i'm not as dumb as
Him for saying them, they bother me, but i still say they're nothing!

[Chorus]
See i am the only thing that i am revealing
Not putting any fronts up anymore, i am reeling
Back and forth in anger, still keep my mouth shut, appealing
To try to be normal, in the end i'm still seething
Maybe it's just me, i just get my hurt feelings
Reach inside my mouth, have my organs be peeling
Off the inside of me, half my jokes i am stealing
But i'm still what i am, you can't change that of me, an'...

Sometimes i just feel like this real life is something we feel, right
That God puts us here, chains us up like Veal, like
Evil people get away with everything, good people appeal, right
Pray to God each night, while a chav steals mics!
See i deserve respect, and it hurts when vets
Don't know which, first, is the pet? Say i got rabies, girls re-elect
A new joke about me, but without me
You'd have no jokes to go around and shout, see
And although you'd get another scapegoat, on which to use your gay jokes
You'd never have the sailboat, called Kez who was that way, folks!
I don't know what i did, i aint even recognised for my structure
You just see a girl i sit by, then say that i fucked her!
Then make jokes up saying i lucked, er...
Saying that i'm going out with her! Ha haaa, she'd suck ya!
Sick of being jipped by fucking skivers
I act like it dosen't bother me, but i'm no survivor!

[Chorus]
See i am the only thing that i am revealing
Not putting any fronts up anymore, i am reeling
Back and forth in anger, still keep my mouth shut, appealing
To try to be normal, in the end i'm still seething
Maybe it's just me, i just get my hurt feelings
Reach inside my mouth, have my organs be peeling
Off the inside of me, half my jokes i am stealing
But i'm still what i am, you can't change that of me, an'...

See i wonder sometimes why my life's so complex
Most kids don't worry about stress, or if their hair's a mess
Or if they are depressed, or have cardiac arrests
I worry like a 70 year old woman, but without breasts!
Greg Hyatt, to be honest i'm tired
I'm surrending now, go ahead and say your jokes, fired
Out of a canon, into my face, slap me across it, what a riot.
Are you satisfied now? Are you gonna be quiet?
NO! You're still gonna do it cause without that reason
You just make up another and use that, the seasons
That pass by so fast, they're like my mood, and my feelings
Like if i'm being loyal or commmiting treason!
I don't know what i did wrong, i just wrote this dim song
But i'm sorry if this mong, dosen't like it as much as this mong!
Why i plow on through life, i've no idea
Cause life dosen't seem worth living at this time right here!

[Chorus]
See i am the only thing that i am revealing
Not putting any fronts up anymore, i am reeling
Back and forth in anger, still keep my mouth shut, appealing
To try to be normal, in the end i'm still seething
Maybe it's just me, i just get my hurt feelings
Reach inside my mouth, have my organs be peeling
Off the inside of me, half my jokes i am stealing
But i'm still what i am, you can't change that of me, man...

[katastrophe]

deep but i kinda like it

[Mc Cubz]

ye tht trak is deep - it has meaning - hey u reli should record it - do u do audio/want to - if not I would be willing to do the verses and/or chorus wid sumone else on tr for u - up 2 u! good work anyway

[rhiannon]

yeah..i like it...welldone i like tha last 2 verses best well done

[Kez]

ye tht trak is deep - it has meaning - hey u reli should record it - do u do audio/want to - if not I would be willing to do the verses and/or chorus wid sumone else on tr for u - up 2 u! good work anyway

I want to record, but i don't have any software. If you have any i'm more than willing to use it and record.

[Ivy]

That was very emotional, and in a sense...a while ago, I used to be able to relate to you...but now I've gotten control of my life and taken a stand for myself...

[neha]

deep...but good, keep it up

[Vettori]

I'm guessing you were listning to "The way i am" cause the verses flow good to that beat lol, Just a thought, anyways yea good job next time right a happy song, :P or one thats pure jokes, cause if all ur songs are deep and sad, people will get bored fast just a tip Good job again

[Kez]

I'm guessing you were listning to "The way i am" cause the verses flow good to that beat lol, Just a thought, anyways yea good job next time right a happy song, :P or one thats pure jokes, cause if all ur songs are deep and sad, people will get bored fast just a tip Good job again

Funny enough i wasn't listening to The Way I Am, but i see resemblance now.. o__O;

[cyrusvn]

Gud job but try 2 write sth more funny.