Eminem - MMLP 2 - NOV. 5, 2013 NO SNIPPET DISCUSSION

[TheVipBro]

Well atleast for us Hopsing fans, we will get hop is back tonight

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Hopsin, You don't know who he is?

[Drax207]

I've bought NyQuil, whiskey, and Xanax. If the MMLP2 is a good album, I'm going to overdose on all of it. That way, I can die while I'm at the happiest I've been in at least 8 years.

If it's not, then I will force myself to continue living, until I reach my deepest mental breakdown and become institutionalized. I'm going to send out every letter after MMLP2 drops to Paul Rosenberg, hoping that he reads at least one of them, and he knows what he and Marshall have done. The disbanding of D-12 has already done enough damage on me, they were one of the only things that kept me happy and them breaking up...

I'm sorry.

Is that you on your avi ?

[grayfox318]

Nobody feels my pain.

I hope you die

I've bought NyQuil, whiskey, and Xanax. If the MMLP2 is a good album, I'm going to overdose on all of it. That way, I can die while I'm at the happiest I've been in at least 8 years.

If it's not, then I will force myself to continue living, until I reach my deepest mental breakdown and become institutionalized. I'm going to send out every letter after MMLP2 drops to Paul Rosenberg, hoping that he reads at least one of them, and he knows what he and Marshall have done. The disbanding of D-12 has already done enough damage on me, they were one of the only things that kept me happy and them breaking up...

I'm sorry.

[Chilltown-JAKE]

Yo Rex - I've been lurking here since late '09 (had an account for a short period) & you were one of my favorite posters. Nowadays you just seem grumpy & it seems like you don't give a shit about this stuff anymore. Everything cool man?

Well, first off, thank you for asking me. Nobody seems to care enough about me here to ask me. I guess that's the story of my life. Nobody has given me the attention that I need for me to develop a healthy mental state and it looks like I've been finally feeling the effects of it. My parents have been immensely disappointed with me. My father kicked me out of the house 4 times this summer, and I don't have enough friends to house me for a couple of nights. Each time I ended up going to the front of my old high school, because I live only 12 minutes or so walking from there. And each time, I was woken up by kids going to summer courses who were making fun of me. I was so depressed over the summer, you have no idea. I was stealing liquor from my parents and running out of the house, drinking an entire fifth of whiskey at least 3 times a week, stumbling back into the house in the middle of the night.

I thought coming back to university would fix everything for myself. I thought, I'm going to see a couple of friends who I hung out with the previous year would be cool. It was a shock to find that most of these "friends" had moved on from me over the summer. They had found other kids who were easy to talk with...not some weird kid who zones out like a zombie and doesn't laugh at jokes or anything. They decided it wasn't worth the effort to try to make friends with me. Only about 2 or 3 kids stayed. I was happy with them. I loved them. I still do...but they've abandoned me as well. They've all gotten jobs and girlfriends, while I'm still stuck in my socially awkward teenaged mode. It's probably because I'm a year younger than all of them. But now I can't go anywhere without feeling like I'm thirdwheeling someone. Hell, even when there's just two of us I still feel like a third wheel.

Now I've been drinking more than ever. My grades have tanked. My friends are all starting to give up on helping me to be happy, one by one. I've been making it so difficult for them, and I don't mean to. My mind is a vase, my parents are the football. My brother is the one who threw it. And my friends are the other kids trying to glue it back together but getting frustrated. They've found me at least 3 girls but I've scared them all off. They've all given the feedback that I seem too dry for them to want to engage in conversation or a romantic or intimate relationship. One of them did try for 5 dates, but she decided she couldn't do it at the end. And that crushed me the most. She led me on because she thought she was too nice to end it with me. In reality, she was the cruelest because she led me on.

This has all happened in less than 2 months. I'm feeling more and more depressed by the hour. I've not gotten to the point where I want to commit suicide, I've been writing in my personal notepad to vent, as nobody else wants to hear me do so. But it's been losing effectiveness. I used to use it as catharsis, sometimes I'd dig my pen so deep into the page I'd tear it, and I would just feel calm. Now, when it happens, with all the shit that's been piling up on me, I just can't do it. The final straw was when both of my grandfathers are sick. It's just disheartening.

I think I'm entitled to occasional grumpiness.

Damn, I'm sorry to hear that man. I've gone through a lot of fucked up shit too. Terrible addiction problem, depression, anxiety, bouncing from couch to couch etc. I still struggle a bit but try to be a little more positive about everything. Just keep grinding man, shit's bound to pick up eventually.

[Gothamshady]

This fucking sucks. No leak today.

[yoda you can call me]

Well atleast for us Hopsing fans, we will get hop is back tonight

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Hopsin, You don't know who he is?

knock madness getting leaked tonight?

[Crookedeye]

Well atleast for us Hopsing fans, we will get hop is back tonight

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Hopsin, You don't know who he is?

Your post doesnt make sense to me, I thought you was taking the piss or something? Im guessing Hop Is Back is a new hopsin song? If so.....

@yoda I mean snippets I dont know if I can resist I wanna hear So Far so fucking badly

[cityfan31]

InsaneTRex94 have you thought about going to see a doctor? Don't suffer alone man. There's always help available if you need it.

[Satan]

InsaneTRex94, you've been an inspiration to irritating unfunny posters like myself. I could only hope to reach half of your quality.

[here4daleak420]

Well Recovery leaked the second Monday before the release, so there is a good chance we get this tonight

[Kill You]

Looks like Trex needs a little bit of Rap God in his life. Em, your disciples are in distress, damn you for not releasing it a month earlier you jerk.

[TheVipBro]

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Hopsin, You don't know who he is?

knock madness getting leaked tonight?

No, but he releasing a new song with video

[Drax207]

I want MMLP2 to be awesome but if it is, Trex's gonna overdose. WHAT SHOULD I HOPE ?

[Notalius]

Trex, I'll never forget our arguments back in the day. I still can't believe that I was backing Encore back in the day and arguing with you for days about wich one is better. You were also the first member I really talked to on here. Those arguments made me appreciate this site even more wich led to me staying. Basically, you are the reason why I'm still active lol

With that being said, I realised something was wrong. You got moody and shit. Now I'm not sure if you're trolling or not but if you're not then shiiit. I feel your pain man. I've been through some rough shit too. But things get better. And they will eventually for you too.

Atleast we could always agree that If I get locked up tonight and As the world turns are top10 Em songs.

[Chilltown-JAKE]

Rex if you wanna follow me on twitter my name is @heeloneil. We can bs on there & try to get through all this bullshit together if you'd like. At the very least I can always listen to some venting.