im a gangster

by **Rae** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:01

ok then ... well ever since i was a kid everything has been taken away from me. my real dad walked out on us. then i had to live with my grandmother. then my mom got re-married and he became my dad. then 10 yrs later they get a divorce. and @ this time i have a 10yr old brother that i love very much and my step dad that i love very much taken away from me. my animals taken away. my other bf taken away ... my current bf is slowly drifting away from me. my friends are drifting away. and i am always being reminded about how stupid i am. and how i will never be anything but a booty shakin whore. and that the only way i will make it in life is if i find a rich man. but thats not the way i roll. so therefore the only thing i got is music ... and i can sorta relate to eminem. and i can listen to him always ... in any mood that im in ... and no matter what in my mind eminem will always be there. and i dont think anybody will know how that feels.

by **stevethetruth** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:03

MarshellBM wrote:ok then ... well ever since i was a kid everything has been taken away from me. my real dad walked. then i had to live with my grandmother. then my mom got re-married and he became my dad. then 10 yrs later they get a divorce. and @ this time i have a 10yr old brother that i love very much and my step dad that i love very much taken away from me. my animals taken away. my other bf taken away ... my current bf is slowly drifting away from me. my friends are drifting away. and i am always being reminded about how stupid i am. and how i will never be anything but a booty shakin whore. and that the only way i will make it in life is if i find a rich man. but thats not the way i roll. so therefore the only thing i got is music ... and i can sorta relate to eminem. and i can listen to him always ... in any mood that im in ... and no matter what in my mind eminem will always be there. and i dont think anybody will know how that feels.

whoa that's some serious shit
sorry to hear that.....

by **Coccoa** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:03

Lmao. THATS the reason?? You lived good. Do you know how it is to live in a block with 1000 apartments and a bunch of criminals in it? Do you know how it is to get out your apartment and see a wall full of dirt? Did you see your father horizontially in a coffin? Have you ever got dumped in an alley with a stab on ur back?

by **Rae** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:07

no but i've been on welfare, i've been homeless, i've had a abusive relationship with my real dad, i've been told i was nothing, i've tried 2 commit suicide (but thats a bitchs way out and ima not a bitch) ... i've had times that theres nothing else to do but cry ... and hope that there is a god ... and now my life is getting better little by litte ... BUT DONT U EVER COMPARE UR LIFE TO MINE!

by **Coccoa** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:12

That's nuthin. There is always worse than the worst of the worse.

by **stevethetruth** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:13

Coccoa wrote:That's nuthin. There is always worse than the worst of the worse.

true ..................... very true

by **Rae** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:16

yeah ... there is worse ... i can admit that ... but there aint no way in hell ur gonna convice me that what i wen threw was nothin! i told u , u wouldnt understand! so fuck it !

by **stevethetruth** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:17

MarshellBM wrote:yeah ... there is worse ... i can admit that ... but there aint no way in hell ur gonna convice me that what i wen threw was nothin! i told u , u wouldnt understand! so fuck it !

yeah that's true too

lol we should have a topic in serious debate on wh's had the hardest life lol

by **Coccoa** » Aug 15th, '06, 23:17

It is nuthin. Whachu know about watching a man's head turning from a solid piece into a splatter of bones, blood and brain pieces? That's what a burst of the Uzi can do to the head.

by **Shadyluva** » Aug 16th, '06, 04:31

Coccoa wrote:
Shadyluva wrote:
MarshellBM wrote:well i hate G-Unit ... so from my point of view they all suck (well just b/c of 50)

WRONG ANSWER...ESPECiiALLY 2 HARLEM...

She will learn.

ENVENTUALLY EVERY1 WiiLL

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