by speckzo » Aug 25th, '14, 05:09
Bridge:
Feels like a close is coming to
fuck am I gonna do
it's too late to start over
this is the only thing I, thing I know
Verse One:
Sometimes I feel like all I ever do is
find different way to word the same old song
ever since I came along
from the day the song called "hi my name is" dropped
started thinking my name was fault
cause anytime when things went wrong
I was the one who they would blame it on
the media, made me the uh, equivalent to a modern day Khangis Kong
tried to argue it was only entertainment dog
gangsta, nah, courageous balls
had to change my style, they said I'm way to soft
and I sound like AZ and Nas
out came the claws, and the fangs been out since then
but up until the instant that I went against it
it was ingrained in me that I wouldn't amount to a shit stain I thought
no wonder I had to unlearn everything my brain was taught
do I really belong in this game I pondered
I just wanna play my part
should I make waves or not
so back in forth in my brain the tug of war wages on
and I don't wanna seem ungrateful or disrespect the art form I was raised up on
but sometimes you gotta take a loss
and have people rub it in your face before you can be pissed off
and keep plugging, it's your only outlet
and your only outfit, so you know they're gonna talk about it
better find a way to counter it quick and make it
I feel like I've already said this a kabillion eighty times
how many times can I say the same thing different ways that rhyme
what I really wanna say is, if there's anyone else that can relate to my
story bet you feel the same way I felt when I was in the same place you are
when I was afraid to
Chorus (Sia)
Afraid to make a single song
Afraid I would never find a way out
Afraid I'd never be far out (?)
I don't wanna go another round
And then one man's power will shut you up
Trip wires in this house will just blow up (?)
when out of it.. (No idea what this bitch is saying)
So here I am .... (?)
Guts over fear
Guts over fear
Guts over fear
Guts over fear
Bridge:
Feels like a close is coming to
fuck am I gonna do
it's too late to start over
this is the only thing I, thing I know
Verse two:
It's like I was there once, single parents
hate your appearance
did you struggle to find your face in this world
and the pain spawns all the anger on
but it wasn't til I put the pain in song
learned who to aim it on
that I made a spark
started to spit hard as shit
learned how to harness it while that reigns were off
and there was a lot of bizarre shit but the crazy part
was soon as I stopped saying I gave a fuck
haters started to appreciate my art
and it just breaks my heart, to look at all the pain I caused
but what am I gonna do when the rage is gone
and the lights go out in the trailer park
and the window is closing and theres nowhere else I can go
with flows and I'm frozen cause there's no more emotion
for me to pull from, just a bunch of playful songs
that I make for fun, so til the break of dawn
here I go recycling the same old songs
but I'd rather make Not Afraid 2 then make another motherfucking We Made You ughh
and I don't wanna seem indulgent
when I discuss my lows and my highs
my demise and my uprise, pray to god
I just open up enough eyes later on
gave you the supplies and the tools
to hopefully use that'll make you strong enough
to lift yourself up when you felt like I felt
cause I can't explain to y'all how dang exhausted my legs felt
just having to balance my dang self
when on egg shells I was made to walk
I thank you ma cause that gave me the
strength to cause Shady mania
so when they empty that stadium
at least I made it out of that house
and found a place in this world when the day was done
so this is for every kid who all they ever did
was dreamt that one day they (Came?) and accepted
I represent him or her or anyone similar
you are the reason that I made this song
and everything you're scared to say don't be afraid to say no more
from this day forward just let them a-holes talk
take it with a grain of salt, and eat their fucking faces off
the legend of the angry blonde lives on through you
when I'm gone, and to thing I was a(fraid)
Chorus
CALLED IT!
speckzo wrote: "Bad Guy" will have part of the Scarface speech in it or sample the "Criminal" line "I'm the bad guy who makes fun of people..."