but then she went to eat linch and said bye fast...so i called back to say i love you and she didnt answer so i left a message and went on to do an essay and religion report.
when i was done i went on aim and she was away..right when i im her to say "i think i know what you're doing" she says "im doing the black notebook thing i said id do cause i love you"
and then she said she saw stuff she forgot she wrote and made her happy...which made me half smile so then she left and went to finish it and said shed call tonight.
we also said we need to talk in person like we used to do(twas lying on my bed in eachothers arms) and she agreed and we both said just cant talk in school.
so i m thinking shes having 2nd thoughts which i pray she is(not really praying you know)
oh and my best friend, chaz was going through the same type of situation last night which was a little strange but him and his gf made up and are happy now which was ahrd to watch for me being there. i was also really strange yesturday...like screaming fuck in public, talking back to some queer old guy at 711, and even burned myself iwht a lighter...which looks like a fucking C now(gf's name begins with C) and its on my wrist. but no ones noticed im my house yet
btw... sue wut u gon get my celly 
ahahah!
that includes my bills