hey quyz....

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 6th, '07, 00:34

yea...iin my skool iim on my volleyball team...ii run a lot...so ii qo joqqiinq every siinqle morniinq....iit helps me sooo much...luv iit...ii also dance...but not iin a team...just partiies and clubs...but ii really do need 2 qet hiim off my miind cuz iif ii dont...iim just qonna fall behiind...hes been calliinq me and we've talked but iitz liike hes chanqed soo much..ii cant even talk 2 hiim nemore...iive been qettiinq a lot of comfort from friiendz tho...they've been qreat...quess my mother was riiqht about hiim....ii hate when shes riiqht :angry:

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 6th, '07, 00:36

danigantt wrote:i know it hurts really bad right now. what made me feel better though, was ending on good terms.

now that we're friends (with benefits ), um.. i just feel great. i don't care what he's doing.. it's just like.. whatever!

of course, he's like, "YOU DON'T GO WITH ANYONE AND NEITHER WILL I!" .. i'm like "damn. " he didn't say "if" .. he was just like "NO!"

but.... we decided to just seperate and grow up. we're too young for our relationship.

it's great. i took him to dinner for his birthday. he was late, and i really truely didn't give a fuck! it felt great.

ii dunno iif ii can do iit...quess ii'll just have 2 waiit and qiive iit sum tiime...but ii know dat iif he sees me wiith anuther quy already...he wiill be piissed...and iif ii saw hiim wiith anuther qiirl...ii wud be piissed 2...but ii quess iif ii qiive iit sumtiime....thiinqz wiill be better

by **,-,'-{Bar}-',-,** » Feb 6th, '07, 01:34

^ well im david :wave:

hi

by **Coccoa** » Feb 6th, '07, 02:01

Wut about coccoas? :'(

by **sinemm** » Feb 6th, '07, 09:53

awwwww im so sorry hun..hope u 2 get together again..if not know that hes stupid..what hes missing..hugs..boyz r all same..hop everything got better soon :flower:

by **Coccoa** » Feb 6th, '07, 09:57

Boys all the same huh?

by **sinemm** » Feb 6th, '07, 10:03

Coccoa wrote:Boys all the same huh?

yeas!

i hate them :angry:

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 6th, '07, 22:48

yea...iim qiiviinq iit tiime...but iitz liike ppl r mad at me 2...especiially hiis friiendz and ppl he knows that qo 2 my skool...dey was liike how cud u just break up wiith hiim liike dat...ii was just liike qet the fuk out my face....iits been a bad week....and iitz hard 2 move on...ii know he chanqed soo fast...iitz liike werent u a diifferent person last month...wut happened....ii hate beiinq siinqle...iit sukz :'(

by **$0 R3@L** » Feb 6th, '07, 23:32

remember you ended it for a reason.Dont let lonliness path out your life hun.It'll be lonely for a bit but do whats best for you not for anyone else hun :flower:

by **Sophie** » Feb 6th, '07, 23:42

Coccoa wrote:Boys all the same huh?

Yeah well said.

@ Shadyluva..sorry bou ur bf hun..that sux..keep busy..itll get better..i kno from experience lol..don't worry bou what otha ppl say..ain got shit to do wit them...itz good that ur friendz r there 4 u..but yeah..ur prolly sick of hearin it lol..but yeah keep busy :happy:

& singles fun u can flirt with anyone u want lol :whistle:

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 7th, '07, 00:17

ii know...but ii dunno...ii'd rather be iin a relatiionshiip than messiinq around wiith boyz...iitz just me....but wutever..iimma let iit be...but ii know iii wiill never 4qet jonathon....he was my 1st luv...ii stiill do luv hiim...but thiinqz happen 4 a reason.....ii already have boyz dat wanna qo out wiith me...but iim not ready 4 dat

by **Sophie** » Feb 7th, '07, 00:22

^ take ur time u dont have 2 rush in 2 anything...itz up 2 u what u wanna do..itz ur life :happy:

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 7th, '07, 00:28

Sophie wrote:^ take ur time u dont have 2 rush in 2 anything...itz up 2 u what u wanna do..itz ur life

yea...my mom was telliinq me dat...she never really liiked my bf 4 the 9 months we went out...she was liike honey..ii told u 2 never giive ur self up 4 a boy liike dat...shes helpiinq...but ii know now 2 never trust myself wiith another boy dat deep.....shes riiqnt...love stiinkz....

hes been calliinq me ever siince tho...he says that he wants 2 work thiinqz out and stuff...iim confused!!! :confusion:

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 7th, '07, 00:36

ii aqree^^^...liike we lasted 9 months....the 1st 7 and half were the most happiiest dayz of my liife....he was the most sweetest, trustworthy quy ever...ii dunno wut happened after xmas...iitz liike he was a whole diifferent person.....ii talked 2 hiim...ii was liike wutz there 2 work out...ii qave u my everythiinq....and he took advantaqe...he stopped calliinq...comiinq 2 see me...he wud qet piissed off at me...cancel on me.... :angry:

ii stiill luv quyz tho...no matter how stupiid dey r

by **Shadyluva** » Feb 7th, '07, 00:57

ii notiiced hiim chanqiinq riiqht iin the 1st week of january...ii was liike baby iis nethiinq wronq...and he snapped...and ii dont liike takiinq shiit from no one...ii was liike calm the fuk down...ii asked a questiion...nothiinq more than dat...and den he was liike iim sorry and shiit...then he started 2 not return my calls....cancel on me sayiinq he qot work and has 2 much colleqe work....and stuff...ii understood dat cuz ii know he works very hard and stuff...den ii asked y dont ii come over and help u relax...and he wud keep sayiinq no...ii was liike of whatever...maybe he iis just haviinq a bad day....and then thiinqz contiinued on...we had soo many arquments...ii had 2 break iit off...ii feel bad tho cuz ii broke iit offf riiqht b4 valentiinez...ii have no valentiines or nothiinq...but ii have a lot of boyz dat have sent me valentiines iin my skool

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